Nov 10, 2005 04:08
He cries. Yet 10 minutes earlier he was yelling. He cries. Saying that your all he wants and doesn't want to lose you. He cries. You were the one that defied the trust, you were the one that broke every promise he cries, and you sit there and listen. Stone cold and heartless you listen as he cries. He poured his heart out and it evaporated... he cries.
Looking back on everything that has happened in my life i wonder if i was supposed to take this road i am on. I wonder if i was ment for the shit i go threw everyday. God puts us in situations for a reason... what is my reason. Why am i so strong willed but so weak at heart. Why do i try and try and try but always lose the fight. It's like no matter how hard i push somethings pulling me twice as hard... should i give up or just go with the flow as nothing is wrong... i cry.
I punched the mirror out today that i look at myself in.
Good bye