Yep.... i broke it
I FEEL CONTAGIOUS!!! There's nothing left when you find the end of the road... look back and all you see is the darkness you just walked threw. The feeling of emptiness covers you like a cold damp blanket. You try to climb the wall that stands in front of you but you're tired from your journey from before... should you give up... should you break threw this wall that has now surrounded you completely in all for corners? I lay my head down and pray to god...
Give me strength... please give me the power to over come my fears... without you i am nothing... with out you i am just... dust. You told me that with faith you could move mountains yet i have faith and i can't even break threw this FUCKING WALLS I BUILT MY SELF!!!!! Give me the strength lord.
There is nothing more miserable than seeing a grown man cry... i broke down pondering if i should pull the trigger of the 40 caliber gun i had in my hand... i pondered... then i took another shot of jaigermister... I look at the mirror and scream my lungs out and spit in the face of the man i see!!! What was i thinking? I hate that face.. that face brings pain. Hurt... I look once more at the gun in my hand... but i place it down on the table and reach for the bottle... i swallow enough to upset my stomach. I go to the medicine cabinet and open a bottle of pain killers.... Good night everyone!!!
Give me strength... please give me the power to over come my fears... without you i am nothing... with out you i am just... dust. You told me that with faith you could move mountains yet i have faith and i can't even break threw this FUCKING WALLS I BUILT MY SELF!!!!! Give me the strength lord.
There is nothing more miserable than seeing a grown man cry... i broke down pondering if i should pull the trigger of the 40 caliber gun i had in my hand... i pondered... then i took another shot of jaigermister... I look at the mirror and scream my lungs out and spit in the face of the man i see!!! What was i thinking? I hate that face.. that face brings pain. Hurt... I look once more at the gun in my hand... but i place it down on the table and reach for the bottle... i swallow enough to upset my stomach. I go to the medicine cabinet and open a bottle of pain killers.... Good night everyone!!!