Still, Once Again, Feh
I've been hit totally by the 2 week itch. I gave my notice at work about a month ago, and my last day is a week from Thursday. I've gotten very very lazy. And it sucks. I'd rather be busy than bored. No one is giving me work there, as I'm going to be gone soon. So be it.
Been very scared and had another anxiety attack this morning. I don't know how other people get them, all I know is that I start thinking of things that are coming up and difficulties that I'm going to have to deal with and I start breathing hard and dry heave. Boy, they suck. I have pills to fix them, but I'm still trying to get over my fear of taking drugs. I even hate taking asprin or tylenol.
Good news! 98% done with all of my crafts/art for the show this Friday. Still need a purse that I can create in less than an hour that will match my google eye dress. Tried to create one out of a 2 liter bottle of soda (empty), and failed. Plastic was just too wimpy. Post on Glitter...ask for help. Sounds like a lot of people from work (aka DAY JOB) are going to be at the show. I'm surprised.
Things done today:
1. Survived day job
2. Printed out 10 resumes for Minneapolis
3. Watched Simpsons
4. P took me to Michael's and didn't make fun of me while I danced in the aisles (actually found it cute)
5. Finished one Vegas Vixens purse complete with maribou on the interior of cigar box
6. Need to attach handle to "Time Flies, Wish, Dream" purse with clock face
7. Made a zillion barrettes with titles like "cock", "perv", and other nasty sayings on them for art show
Okay, so my day didn't really suck. I'm just avoiding my feelings about moving back to Minneapolis and starting over, as my "so called" friends are avoiding me online right now. Thank god for Glitter and crafty habits and bad bad movies to watch while making them, like ZOOLANDER. Heh.
Smokie treat, then bed. Warm warm cozy bed.....
Been very scared and had another anxiety attack this morning. I don't know how other people get them, all I know is that I start thinking of things that are coming up and difficulties that I'm going to have to deal with and I start breathing hard and dry heave. Boy, they suck. I have pills to fix them, but I'm still trying to get over my fear of taking drugs. I even hate taking asprin or tylenol.
Good news! 98% done with all of my crafts/art for the show this Friday. Still need a purse that I can create in less than an hour that will match my google eye dress. Tried to create one out of a 2 liter bottle of soda (empty), and failed. Plastic was just too wimpy. Post on Glitter...ask for help. Sounds like a lot of people from work (aka DAY JOB) are going to be at the show. I'm surprised.
Things done today:
1. Survived day job
2. Printed out 10 resumes for Minneapolis
3. Watched Simpsons
4. P took me to Michael's and didn't make fun of me while I danced in the aisles (actually found it cute)
5. Finished one Vegas Vixens purse complete with maribou on the interior of cigar box
6. Need to attach handle to "Time Flies, Wish, Dream" purse with clock face
7. Made a zillion barrettes with titles like "cock", "perv", and other nasty sayings on them for art show
Okay, so my day didn't really suck. I'm just avoiding my feelings about moving back to Minneapolis and starting over, as my "so called" friends are avoiding me online right now. Thank god for Glitter and crafty habits and bad bad movies to watch while making them, like ZOOLANDER. Heh.
Smokie treat, then bed. Warm warm cozy bed.....