and I try to dig and just ask why

well, things aren’t going by?

and soon enough I am thirty, maybe even forty, no a hundred

miles away; I bring something don’t I?

this is an experiment

a one-down-hand-under

when dreams take me a-plunder (hey, is that even a word?)

don’t mind me, baby

for all I am and all I might/could/would (god help me I don’t)

is this?

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lol okay veering away from fandom life…

So I had the longest crush ever on this guy from hs (yes, more than a decade ago, so sue me!) and I’d forever been on the hedge, never really asking him out or anything. Not that we weren’t close… we were even sort-of-kinda-maybe bff back in hs. Well, at least until about junior year when things started to get ( Read more... )