May 24, 2006 21:56
today was the last day for the high school. I have officially graduated.
which feels weird, and yet at the same time... I feel as though I should feel more.
It still feels like I'm in school. I don't know why, but I still do.
I'm trying to get a job right now. I don't know where to go...
I won't work Sundays, and I want to avoid places like Walmart...
I don't like those places, and I don't want to support them if I can.
*sigh* maybe I'm making things too hard for myself.
... I wanted to work for Pikes... but the only open spot is for loaders and cashers... and I have noo experience as a cashier.
I HATE THE IDEA OF DOING DESK WORK ALL OF MY LIFE, FOR EVEN FOR A FEW MONTHS. I DESPITE THE THOUGHT OF DOING ZOMBIE WORK FOR EVEN A LITTLE WHILE. I NEED VARIETY... THE ONLY REASON WHY I SURVIVE SCHOOL IS BECAUSE I HAVE TO GO, OR THE SUBJECT IS INTERESTING.
USUALLY THE SECOND ONE.
Yet what can I do as a 18 year old (or almost one at least)?
... eh... it will all work out. I know it will.
But I don't like where this is going. Not in the least.
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My little niece hates this house ever since we went to Kentucky, and experienced the openness she got up there. She has been such a groutch that it just gets to the point of wanting to scream.
eh... it will pass, sooner or later she'll stop being a grump
hopefully