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[jaydecay]

sometimes i wanna ask my mom permission if i can kill myself, she'd have to say okay for me to do it, but obviously i wouldn't even ask her because even if there was a more than 0% chance she'd say yes, just asking her would disapoint her and make her feel like she wasted her life raising me for nothing. just being bored seems a legit-enough reason

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[laurieannhaus]

I have felt like you too. The only choice you have is to actively search out something and create a new thing.