It's Friday, Baby! Friday!
Not that it matters that it's Friday, not like I am going to do anything special tonite, I guess I don't really ever these days. I guess I am just happy at the fact that I have 2 measly days of the weekend to relax. Work has just been nothing but stressful to me. Never have I ever worked at a place for less than a year and absolutely hated it and some of the people that I work with! I have been here at Mayo for like 5 years now and making the move here to this stinking hospital was prolly one of the biggest mistakes that I have ever made my entire life, and trust me I have made some really really bad mistakes! It amazes me how old these people that I work here are but yet, act like total children that run to their mommy (the imbecile supervisor) and tattle at every little thing that people around them do, when in fact, if they themselves were busy enough with their own work, they wouldn't notice anything that anybody else was doing. Bah!! Why am I wasting time and space writing about ppl that I hate here again? AAARRGGGHHH! A bunch of fuckin loser asses is all they are!!
On a happier note...I am glad to tell the whole world that my daughter, Molly is a genius! I am actually very proud of her for what she has accomplished! I have been teaching her parts of her body lately and she has succeeded. And I just remember the day that I struggled through to have her learn nose... She told me the body parts as she was pointing out to them. She is just soo cute. She is starting to repeat a lot of what we tell her now. The drawback is when Danny and I are just sitting there conversating, she will take parts of what we say and repeat it, and it could be like a "bad" word too. All thanks to Danny, she sometimes walks around the house with her hands above here little head saying, "Dat's gay!!!" She just cracks me up so much. My little Molly...It amazes me how much time has flown by with her as my baby. I guess as all say, we have to cherish every moment...*sigh*
My pal Sashi is finally out of town for a while and Danny! is prolly happier than hell. That means I will HAVE to spend more time with him now...ARGH! Just kidding, Danny! Well, he did have something planned tonite but as always we couldn't find a sitter. I guess that is how it is when you have kids. But I think Danny had initially made plans bec I practically ASKED him to think something up (since he hasn't in like uh... YEARS!) Sad isn't it that it has come to this...*shrug* Well, I guess when you are settled, you are settled. Does the spontaneity dissipate after just being together for 4 years of being together?? Hmm...
I remember the days when I felt like I couldn't do anything with Danny around, now I just feel like gettimg out there to do something that doesn't require having to have him around. I Think slowly but surely I want to be more independent, do my own thing. I dunno if it's bec I need my space (and being married it is kinda difficult) or just the fact that I do ever really do ANYTHING anymore...Oh well one of these days it'll hit me or bonk me in the head.
Talked to my buddy Ed (he works with me at the shithole) the yesterday, and it seems that when I bring him up to Danny , he gives me this look. Not a bad look, just a look...I guess it is because I once had a dream that I was had *ahem ahem* sex with him...Danny knows this, I guess I tell him everything because he doesn't give a shit or doesn't pay attention to half of the shit that I tell him! I don't even want Ed in that way, he is like a brother to me, I dunno why I had a dream like that, maybe it was my subconscious mind telling me something...hmmm. Anyways, Ed actually told me that he would like it one day if me and the rest of the guys could hang out. That actually shocked me. So I took him up on his offer and told him one day.
Tomorrow hopefully I will be going out with some friends at a club, its gonna be weird bec I haven't done it in sooo long and I will feel naked without my big hulkster(hehe) around. I wonder how it will be...
I was actually pretty paranoid about something that I did a couple days ago (nothing bad, trust me!) I felt that maybe I might of offended or said something wrong to someone that caused them to ignore the heck out of me. But yay! Everything is all good now. I will have to get back to that person and totally agree with their point of view on things because hell, they absolutely know what in the fuck they are talking about, on a lot of levels! Did I just make sense there?
Okeee...gotta trudge through work now, my "partner" who wears her pants high across her big stomach and tops it off with a teeny belt is giving me looks now that I haven't done anything in a while...!
On a happier note...I am glad to tell the whole world that my daughter, Molly is a genius! I am actually very proud of her for what she has accomplished! I have been teaching her parts of her body lately and she has succeeded. And I just remember the day that I struggled through to have her learn nose... She told me the body parts as she was pointing out to them. She is just soo cute. She is starting to repeat a lot of what we tell her now. The drawback is when Danny and I are just sitting there conversating, she will take parts of what we say and repeat it, and it could be like a "bad" word too. All thanks to Danny, she sometimes walks around the house with her hands above here little head saying, "Dat's gay!!!" She just cracks me up so much. My little Molly...It amazes me how much time has flown by with her as my baby. I guess as all say, we have to cherish every moment...*sigh*
My pal Sashi is finally out of town for a while and Danny! is prolly happier than hell. That means I will HAVE to spend more time with him now...ARGH! Just kidding, Danny! Well, he did have something planned tonite but as always we couldn't find a sitter. I guess that is how it is when you have kids. But I think Danny had initially made plans bec I practically ASKED him to think something up (since he hasn't in like uh... YEARS!) Sad isn't it that it has come to this...*shrug* Well, I guess when you are settled, you are settled. Does the spontaneity dissipate after just being together for 4 years of being together?? Hmm...
I remember the days when I felt like I couldn't do anything with Danny around, now I just feel like gettimg out there to do something that doesn't require having to have him around. I Think slowly but surely I want to be more independent, do my own thing. I dunno if it's bec I need my space (and being married it is kinda difficult) or just the fact that I do ever really do ANYTHING anymore...Oh well one of these days it'll hit me or bonk me in the head.
Talked to my buddy Ed (he works with me at the shithole) the yesterday, and it seems that when I bring him up to Danny , he gives me this look. Not a bad look, just a look...I guess it is because I once had a dream that I was had *ahem ahem* sex with him...Danny knows this, I guess I tell him everything because he doesn't give a shit or doesn't pay attention to half of the shit that I tell him! I don't even want Ed in that way, he is like a brother to me, I dunno why I had a dream like that, maybe it was my subconscious mind telling me something...hmmm. Anyways, Ed actually told me that he would like it one day if me and the rest of the guys could hang out. That actually shocked me. So I took him up on his offer and told him one day.
Tomorrow hopefully I will be going out with some friends at a club, its gonna be weird bec I haven't done it in sooo long and I will feel naked without my big hulkster(hehe) around. I wonder how it will be...
I was actually pretty paranoid about something that I did a couple days ago (nothing bad, trust me!) I felt that maybe I might of offended or said something wrong to someone that caused them to ignore the heck out of me. But yay! Everything is all good now. I will have to get back to that person and totally agree with their point of view on things because hell, they absolutely know what in the fuck they are talking about, on a lot of levels! Did I just make sense there?
Okeee...gotta trudge through work now, my "partner" who wears her pants high across her big stomach and tops it off with a teeny belt is giving me looks now that I haven't done anything in a while...!