Depression
My life is going pretty well...
Classes are okay, I just got a job with Shannon, and I met a great guy...
But all my past mistakes are coming back. They always do when great things happen. I wish they would just go away - but I know i don't deserve that.
I want to be a great person and do great things. But with a past like mine, how is that possible?
And the thing is - I wish I could get over this. I wish I could put it behind me. But it will never happen. And I guess that's where karma comes in.
Maybe it's just going to be a tough week or something.
I hope it'll go away soon.
Classes are okay, I just got a job with Shannon, and I met a great guy...
But all my past mistakes are coming back. They always do when great things happen. I wish they would just go away - but I know i don't deserve that.
I want to be a great person and do great things. But with a past like mine, how is that possible?
And the thing is - I wish I could get over this. I wish I could put it behind me. But it will never happen. And I guess that's where karma comes in.
Maybe it's just going to be a tough week or something.
I hope it'll go away soon.