Day 1.

I compltly failed. only 9 lbs in 1 month. at first i kinda was happy but then i thought bout and its not good enough cuz when i told my brother he sayed i still am to fat. starting today saturday Im not eating anything at all til it is next sunday. I wish I could go longer but at next monday is dr day and for sure michelle will make me eat that day ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving is over and now just about three weeks til Winter break. I am so scared. Not knowing where I am gonna live is make things even worse. Sometimes I feel like I don't belong anywhere.

I feel like I don't belong anywhere. Im like a puzzle piece that got lost from its puzzle and now it doesnt fit anywhere else at all.

I decided that not only am I done with eating meat but starting on tuesday I'm going to fast for two weeks..water only..lots of reason why but I guess I cant tell anyone cuz prolly everyone will totally freak out. Maybe I will tell them after I do it or maybe i'll just keep it secret for ever. I really miss Heather and having someone I can tell ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just wonder why. Everyday I wonder if I can hang on for just one more day.