Oct 29, 2008 17:26
So, I'm at my wits end. Today, honestly, hasn't been a good day for me, and the kids being particularly misbehaved is making it worse off for me. I'm glad for this short break while my mother takes them to baseball practice.
Jalisa threw a tantrum and yelled at me...locked herself in her room(which I told her to take a time out to chill off anyway). Eh...I don't know what to do to deal with them when they fight all the freakin' time. This reminds me how much I really don't like babysitting...never really did...
I'm really only doing this because Jenn and Mom needed the help, and I needed the money...so what else could I do?
I just don't understand how they can fight SO much. They're constantly at each other's throats. One bosses the other, which gets a mean retort from the other, which erupts in a crazy screaming match between the two of them. They NEVER have anything nice to say to each other. And it really gets to me.
To be honest, it's hardly been a week and I don't think I can do all of this on my own without Mom being here to help.
Anyway...
Josh booked my flight and I'm going back home on the 21st. I'll be counting the days to where I can sleep in my own bed.