hope
these past few days have been trying to say the least. i've been dealing with the yuba county office of education and trying to figure out why i do NOT have a credential on file and how to fix the problem, trying to still sort out my feelings toward work in general, and overall just getting things in order for when i become a gimp on friday after my surgery.
today i spent the afternoon with my mom in chico getting transcripts from the university (see above) and then had dinner and did a little shopping. it was nice to spend time with her, it's actually been awhile since we've just gotten to hang out, just she and i.
i'm starting to feel that there will be a light at the end of the tunnel again. i get in these ruts where i freak myself out and try and deal with things on my own (which usually never works) but i am in the end stubborn...go figure.
tonight i talked on the phone with a friend that i met last year and through time we didn't talk, but got a chance to again. it was nice just to talk and feel comfortable about sharing things about myself without judgment. so mr. smashbox mike thank you for talking if you're out there and making it so i get four hours of sleep. : )
like i said, i feel like things are at a turning point. whether positive or negative, hopefully i can turn what ever outcomes that occur into a positive.
damn, it's late. and i'm sleepy.
anyone up for helping me get dressed this weekend?
just wondering? !!!! : P
today i spent the afternoon with my mom in chico getting transcripts from the university (see above) and then had dinner and did a little shopping. it was nice to spend time with her, it's actually been awhile since we've just gotten to hang out, just she and i.
i'm starting to feel that there will be a light at the end of the tunnel again. i get in these ruts where i freak myself out and try and deal with things on my own (which usually never works) but i am in the end stubborn...go figure.
tonight i talked on the phone with a friend that i met last year and through time we didn't talk, but got a chance to again. it was nice just to talk and feel comfortable about sharing things about myself without judgment. so mr. smashbox mike thank you for talking if you're out there and making it so i get four hours of sleep. : )
like i said, i feel like things are at a turning point. whether positive or negative, hopefully i can turn what ever outcomes that occur into a positive.
damn, it's late. and i'm sleepy.
anyone up for helping me get dressed this weekend?
just wondering? !!!! : P