Just what are you doing, JA....

[jay_ay90]

What was supposed to be a time for me to research and look for textures for my Maya final turned into a blog-surfing quest. It's 1 am now and I think I'm definitely not gonna get anymore work done this morning. Great thing that concept art presentation got pushed a day up so I get a whole free day for Maya, since I always neglect this subject (but

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[jay_ay90]

Hey, thanks SO much for your lovely reply. Thank you for giving me comfort about this whole thing. I'm so glad that you and I are pretty much similar when it comes to communicating socially(though I think you're better at it than me lol), because you understand what I feel like and it's not simply sympathy. The "everyman" quality, to quote that phrase, is not something that I can just develop overnight, and I'm highly unlikely to ever get the grasp on it. I'm just not that person, I'm much more comfortable with one-on-one relationships with people that I have much in common with.

Things are better now, though I'm still more friendly with the girls than the guys. Dunno lar, most of the guys are younger than me and I just don't know what to talk about with even the same-agers. I think I give off a sort of vibe that says: "I'm uninteresting! I look aloof! I don't feel like talking to you! Go find someone else!" but it's just cuz I dunno what to say. XD One step at a time lah. XD

So yeah, I'm grateful for the friendship that you and I have; this is one of the strongest friendships I have now and I hope will continue for as long as possible. X3 Love ya dahling, God be with you always. X3

[spicyasparagus]

Aw, you flatter me too much. x3

Haha, I really don't think everyone has that kind of personality! I too prefer one-on-one time with others; it's more personal and you really get to know people better rather than bonding in a group. But sometimes it can't be helped...and sometimes, it's actually better to know people in a group. (hmm, I just contradicted myself.. ><)

You don't know how thankful I am to hear that! Hehe, relationships with guys for me are kinda hard too (especially if they're good-looking, a-hyuk *Goofy style* XDD). Don't worry about your facial expressions/vibes too much, just be yourself but a bit approachable la. Things'll improve little by little, and I'm glad to hear that you're bonding with them a lot more. *hug*

I cherish you too sweetheart! XDD seriously though, not everyone has the chance to have such close relationships like this, and the fact that I already have one with you is something to be very appreciative about.

Going to comment on your other posts too! Bye for now~ ;)