*whimper*
I hate when i am in one of those moods that you have a negative effect on your future.... It's more like you feel like your flawed in every shape and form that you want to change.... Really... the positive is that your working 40 hours and almost graduated but barely knows how to drive. Wish there was a way that i could fix my impatiences and also get a lonely part...but really... just feels like i am an embarrassment to my family or to myself....
*le sigh* Makes me feel down every time i hear a 90's song that i like.... but my mind is thinking why should i bring up bad memories of my past... having something brought up from me that really does look bad in my past.... It was stupid... and now it also brings up if i am a proper submissive or i just play one to get into peoples pants.
Sucks to be me... Really... I don't know what my future holds If i can drive... if i can actaully drive and show myself that i can still succeed...And not be shown as in using anyone as a way to get into college. More like... *sighs* I don't know...
Sometimes i just want to be left alone... just be held... I just want to cry...
if people hate me for who i am then tell me to my face as in tell me in a note on here....
*whimpers and curls up*
nothing's so loud
as hearing when we lie
the truth is not kind
and you've said neither am i
but the air outside so soft is saying everything
everything
all i want is to feel this way
to be this close, to feel the same
all i want is to feel this way
the evening speaks, i feel it say...
nothing's so cold
as closing the heart when all we need
is to free the soul
but we wouldn't be that brave i know
and the air outside so soft, confessing everything
everything
and it won't matter now
whatever happens to me
though the air speaks of all we'll never be
it won't trouble me
and it feels so close
let it take me in
let it hold me so
i can feel it say...
*le sigh* Makes me feel down every time i hear a 90's song that i like.... but my mind is thinking why should i bring up bad memories of my past... having something brought up from me that really does look bad in my past.... It was stupid... and now it also brings up if i am a proper submissive or i just play one to get into peoples pants.
Sucks to be me... Really... I don't know what my future holds If i can drive... if i can actaully drive and show myself that i can still succeed...And not be shown as in using anyone as a way to get into college. More like... *sighs* I don't know...
Sometimes i just want to be left alone... just be held... I just want to cry...
if people hate me for who i am then tell me to my face as in tell me in a note on here....
*whimpers and curls up*
nothing's so loud
as hearing when we lie
the truth is not kind
and you've said neither am i
but the air outside so soft is saying everything
everything
all i want is to feel this way
to be this close, to feel the same
all i want is to feel this way
the evening speaks, i feel it say...
nothing's so cold
as closing the heart when all we need
is to free the soul
but we wouldn't be that brave i know
and the air outside so soft, confessing everything
everything
and it won't matter now
whatever happens to me
though the air speaks of all we'll never be
it won't trouble me
and it feels so close
let it take me in
let it hold me so
i can feel it say...