So i've been up with kadiera and melstav for a few days now and ya know what? I realize that i really need to be with my family a lil more. So i think i'm gonna try to plan to be around them at least twice a year at a minimum and see what happens. Cause i feel better now than i have in a long time and that's something i don't want to lose ( Read more... )

Good stuffs! I'm here with kadiera and melstav it's my birthday, i don't have a headache. I do have a new haircut. We're trying new stuff to eat and drink just cause it sounds interesting. yeah it's really nice to take time off to be with family and just get away weather it's for ten minutes or ten days, family can make everything better.

Ever had someone come home after being gone for awhile and scare the crap outta you? I have. I hate it when she goes and switches. Especially after having been gone down to P'Cola for awhile. It always seems like more than 3 days is too much for her. *sigh* Then she seems to wind up coming home as Control. And he's just mean, and I don't mean mean ( Read more... )

Okay, had a weird kinda day yesterday. My lil sister calls me....to let me know about a wedding of a guy I grew up with. Well, one thing led to another and before I knew it four hours had gone by. The wierdest part is this is the sister that I usually don't talk to but for like 60 seconds every 6 months ( Read more... )

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Not good, not good at all. Just got off the phone with Mama's husband's ex wife, and her words involved "been praying for her ever since I found out he got married again." This man is absolutely insane. And his ex said she wouldn't doubt that he's gotten worse. This is a really really not good situation. Like could get killed situation. I just hope ( Read more... )

Got home this morning from work feeling pretty good. Then I woke up around eleven with spliting headache. Thought the top was gonna blow off my head. Poor Shawn, who has trouble taking care of me when I'm sick, tried to take care of me with neck massages, medicine and food. Course I wound up throwing up the food but somehow I managed to keep the ( Read more... )

Strange thoughts/visions occuring. At work, sweeping up no less (evidently sweeping has the same effect on me that spinning has had on others), and I get some visions on the near times. Not cold enough for coats, saw the three of us as a family attending church. (Something Mama really wants us all to do) Had some other minor visions lately too. I ( Read more... )

Isn't this nice, it's been the strangest week I've had in a long time. Astral work, blowing things up and making them reverbarate (unintentionally). Lovely family problems thank gods and goddesses for Kadiera cause she's keeping me sane. Now if I can just get rid of this guy I'll be doing good. At least we got to see Mama Monday. And even though I ( Read more... )