whos got their claws in you my friend...
depressed would be an understatement, to say the least.
I feel more alone than i ever have before. Not only the whole population of dreyfoos is bashing me, but now my parents. I don't even know what I said to them but all of the sudden my mom goes "Shut the fuck up, Maya. SHUT THE FUCK UP! YOU'RE SUCH A BITCH."
She NEVER yelled at Yuri like that. Ever. I only heard dad yell at him, so its okay when dad yells at me too. But mom, she picks favorites. She really does and I can see it in how she treats her students. What's the difference to her own kids. I felt the same thing back in middle school right before Yuri left for college, and here it is again. Because I brought up how close to graduating he was. How he was 22.
She's so afraid of losing him. She's the most unsuccessful parent ever. She could give two shits about everything I do for her. I break my back for her and she takes all her fucking stress out on me, but when Yuri does something right, like get on the principals list, she throws a fucking party. Yuri flunked out of classes in high school, and I get straight A's and it isn't good enough for her to ever brag about.
All she fucking cares about is her wine bottle, and her stupidass son and her neglecting husband who bags on her constantly. And then I try to defend her from dad and she tells me to shut the fuck up.
I guess karma for being a good kid is being hated.
I guess the reward I get for doing everything I can is pain.
Happy fucking halloween.
As if you all aren't already old enough.
I feel more alone than i ever have before. Not only the whole population of dreyfoos is bashing me, but now my parents. I don't even know what I said to them but all of the sudden my mom goes "Shut the fuck up, Maya. SHUT THE FUCK UP! YOU'RE SUCH A BITCH."
She NEVER yelled at Yuri like that. Ever. I only heard dad yell at him, so its okay when dad yells at me too. But mom, she picks favorites. She really does and I can see it in how she treats her students. What's the difference to her own kids. I felt the same thing back in middle school right before Yuri left for college, and here it is again. Because I brought up how close to graduating he was. How he was 22.
She's so afraid of losing him. She's the most unsuccessful parent ever. She could give two shits about everything I do for her. I break my back for her and she takes all her fucking stress out on me, but when Yuri does something right, like get on the principals list, she throws a fucking party. Yuri flunked out of classes in high school, and I get straight A's and it isn't good enough for her to ever brag about.
All she fucking cares about is her wine bottle, and her stupidass son and her neglecting husband who bags on her constantly. And then I try to defend her from dad and she tells me to shut the fuck up.
I guess karma for being a good kid is being hated.
I guess the reward I get for doing everything I can is pain.
Happy fucking halloween.
As if you all aren't already old enough.