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Hello, journal. Im thinking about a lot of stuff, so i decided to write.
Im thinking how im tired of NY, its so annoying. I need a change of scenary. Im not used to staying in the same place for long amounts of time. For example, im pretty sure that me living in the 60's will NOT last long. Where modern day nomads. Next, im thinking of moving to.... i dont know. It wouldnt matter anyway, my mother doesnt listen to me. O yea journal my parents are getting divorced. Did i say this yet? oh well.
its just me, colia and mommy, which is okay with me because i dont really like my father at all. I should because of his condition and all but hes so fake and just so unlikeable. I am becoming a slacker. I have a 4 tests tomorrow and i have yet to study. Shame on me. it probly wont happen either, which means im probably failing.
Im just so sick of this life, where happiness never comes. i wonder if moving away would fix that. probably not. i will still be the same old Breair, unfortunetley. I love Darryl, its weird because ive never felt like this about anyone and when i finally do, he moves. So, im patientley waiting for December to role around and for him to visit. That is what i have to look forward to in life, that and Ashley and dancing. Even though i love her, its not the same, because Darryl is focused entireley on me, while Ashley wants a guy.
Life in Rockaway for me is as boring as ever. Im not used to a dull life, im used to craziness everywhere whether it be parents throwing furniture, or just havinga crazy time with the Colored Crew. Its just so dead, i gotta spice up my life. Hit me up wit ideas, homies. Peace out till next time.
Im thinking how im tired of NY, its so annoying. I need a change of scenary. Im not used to staying in the same place for long amounts of time. For example, im pretty sure that me living in the 60's will NOT last long. Where modern day nomads. Next, im thinking of moving to.... i dont know. It wouldnt matter anyway, my mother doesnt listen to me. O yea journal my parents are getting divorced. Did i say this yet? oh well.
its just me, colia and mommy, which is okay with me because i dont really like my father at all. I should because of his condition and all but hes so fake and just so unlikeable. I am becoming a slacker. I have a 4 tests tomorrow and i have yet to study. Shame on me. it probly wont happen either, which means im probably failing.
Im just so sick of this life, where happiness never comes. i wonder if moving away would fix that. probably not. i will still be the same old Breair, unfortunetley. I love Darryl, its weird because ive never felt like this about anyone and when i finally do, he moves. So, im patientley waiting for December to role around and for him to visit. That is what i have to look forward to in life, that and Ashley and dancing. Even though i love her, its not the same, because Darryl is focused entireley on me, while Ashley wants a guy.
Life in Rockaway for me is as boring as ever. Im not used to a dull life, im used to craziness everywhere whether it be parents throwing furniture, or just havinga crazy time with the Colored Crew. Its just so dead, i gotta spice up my life. Hit me up wit ideas, homies. Peace out till next time.