im sorry for the person i became
ummm, i think im becoming depressed. my dark descent into depression. id be just like mom, who wants that? never mind. ill find some way to escape from the darkness or not.... im not dancing right now, like im not attending lessons cause my mom has no money, but soon i will cause shes geting a second job. which is good and bad beause i wont ever see her, but im gonna have to watch the other thing that came out of her vagina. ewww. my sister is amazingly annoying. i got a 95 on a math test and a 68 on a physics one. still failing physics, obviously. im teaching the little kids a lyrical, the song is who i am hates who ive been, the acoustic version. yay, fun. im already hella self concious yet they throw me into the front of a dance class and im probably gonna sink. gurgle, gurgle. save me. did you know they dont have homework in tennessee? thats bullshit, they should work to. sorry, im just thinking. i think alot. about alot of stuff, but some people mistake it for other things. thinking is fun, its how you evolve as a person, but too much of it will depress you. my friend thinks alot and hes always sad, probably because he always thinks about death and where he will end up and morbid stuff like that. Especially life, that in itself is sad. Capricorns get sad very easily and are prone to depression. i have trust issues, i strongly believe that people are always going to hurt you. Always. So, why trust someone when in the end they will end up hurting you? you should'nt. so, i trust no one, even though theyll hurt me anyhow. i love people though, some people, like my mom, and tango, and ashley, and teai. only i would'nt trust any of them with my life, especially not Teai. So, my question is "Can you love someone without trusting them?"