friends are human
i realized today (im lying i realized this along time ago, i just like starting like that) that i really dont think i have a best friend. Wah wah, right. i know i hate when people talk about there problems thats why i could never be a phsycologist, id be like "shut up and stop crying". But everyone walks around my school like oh blah is my bestest friend and all that. i really have nothing to complain about though because i have good friends even if i dont have any best friends. i guess one of my good friends could a best friend but we ....i dont know. it might be a trust thing, i mean do u really trust anyone? i wouldnt even trust my self, but for some reason some people do. Its like what kind of fool would really put all their trust into someone else knowing full well that everything in this world no matter how happy is going to turn into tears and suffering.
i guess for now its okay for me not to have a best friend, i wouldnt be able to trust someone so fully anyway. i really dont trust any one fully, and i definetley wouldnt put my life into my parents hands. i do somewhat trust some people, but only partially. For example, i trust Ashley partailly. i wouldnt put my life in her hands though, becuase lets face it everybody only cares about saving one person in the end- themselves. Sure, they could try and help someone else, but where all selfish to an extent and thats partially why i hate being human.
i guess for now its okay for me not to have a best friend, i wouldnt be able to trust someone so fully anyway. i really dont trust any one fully, and i definetley wouldnt put my life into my parents hands. i do somewhat trust some people, but only partially. For example, i trust Ashley partailly. i wouldnt put my life in her hands though, becuase lets face it everybody only cares about saving one person in the end- themselves. Sure, they could try and help someone else, but where all selfish to an extent and thats partially why i hate being human.