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So, It has been about....many moons since I've updated this bad boy, so I'll start it up from the beggining. I graduated from High School this past month of May 2006, I honestly cant say that it took much effort to do it. My schedule consisted of 2 classes, and I did absolutely nothing in those classes. Looking back at it, its kind of sad. What kind of motivation is left? I start college in less then a month, I hope that whatever I learned in High school, I wont use in College. I started working in September of last year, almost a year now. I complain a lot but I shouldnt. I get upset sometimes when I think how much time ive spent there; my spring break, christmas,easter,summer. But Its also paid the bills. My dad had lost his job in May, so I had to provide for myself more then I was used to. It made me realize a lot, of how easy things can be taken away from you, we really need to appreciate the small things that we never notice. Money is not everything, I know this, believe me I KNOW THIS, but it seems to be different when you dont have it. Thank God and some very good people, and a good friend who I couldnt thank enough, things are starting to stabalize, they will never be the same as they used to, but I cant complain. This year has been filled with so many different emotions, Karma played her role on me, she played it very well. Nothing to do but accept it. I thought that I had been good with accepting it all, but really I havent, because loving someone is easy, letting them go isnt. For those words you never heard, I am sorry. Besides all of that, summer ends very sooon, I want to have a master plan where, I only have to do a semester here, then I apply to UTSA, and I move on with it! Joing everyone else that has moved. Moy,danny,santi, Carlos, all those crazy niggers who stepped up to the challenge of leaving the nest.Ook im spent, ive been doing this for about an hour, I said what i had to say, I guess ill be back with halleys comet!