good lord
its raining like HELL!!! god that's so amazing. my cold-a-sac has turned into a lake. so cool.
well this weekend was eventful. it started out not being one...and one that i wasnt looking forward to b/c i would, and still do, have to devote some time to my final finals. hah. raaah i hate my math teacher!!! a final on the entire year and she's not letting us have a notecard! everything on that review sheet i've had to look up or ask b/c she never fucking taught us. it blows.
so...sat down sunday night to a yummy dinner..ben & jerry's..movie "the aviator" ..typical boni movie night. but earlier that day clara (older cat, 13ans) freaked out randomly and ran hissing and spitting, stopped and let out this guttral moan that sounded human. from then on, whenever she moved, you touched her, or picked her up she would literally scream like she was dying. she couldnt jump up..climb..etc. so half way through our movie shes just lying there not moving, adjust slightly and screams again. so my mom called animal emergency and we had to bring her in. it was terrible b/c we had to wait in the exam room and we could hear her screaming back in the special lab area. they didnt know what was wrong, but guessed she had bulged a disc..and they took x-rays. that all cost about 300. if this doesnt randonly get better she's going to need blood tests, MRI's, fluids shot into her, plus a bunch of medication that she'll be on for the rest of her life b/c this is a chronic thing. she's 13 years old. so completely out of the blue my dad's like, how far are we going to take this? and its like...um..what the fuck do u mean. put her to sleep? yeah. way too much for me to handle at that moment. and its ridiculous b/c we dont even know whats wrong w/ her, he just spent like 5000 on his new bike, and this is the first time in her life that we've had to take her to the vet. so now she's at home on codine, and we're jsut hoping she'll get better. if its a bulged disc there's hope but apparently cats will act like its back pain when its really an internal problem. and she cant eat or pee or drink cuz its too hard to get up. more problems. so..ive let my mentalness pretend that she is fine and will get better. but to have to start thinking about putting her down and actually believing it was a possiblity...not good at all. that was all at like 12:30am.
but then on monday i finally went to get some summer clothes seeing as i have none. i got some cute stuff, and it was weird cuz i was thinking about how i could coordinate stuff for school (cuz i get nerdy when i get new stuff) and i realized...err...there's only like 3 days left. it better be hot!!! damnnit, that'd suck to get all these tanks and t-shirts and have it be like it is right now! silly weather. aw well, i like it.
so now i have a huge ass physics final to prepare for. at least she's letting us use a notecard! good lord. i'm so excited!!! POPS is on THURSDAY!!! o FUCK. i totally forgot about presents. for my musical teachers that are coming. damn.
tomorrow is june 1st! yikes..
well this weekend was eventful. it started out not being one...and one that i wasnt looking forward to b/c i would, and still do, have to devote some time to my final finals. hah. raaah i hate my math teacher!!! a final on the entire year and she's not letting us have a notecard! everything on that review sheet i've had to look up or ask b/c she never fucking taught us. it blows.
so...sat down sunday night to a yummy dinner..ben & jerry's..movie "the aviator" ..typical boni movie night. but earlier that day clara (older cat, 13ans) freaked out randomly and ran hissing and spitting, stopped and let out this guttral moan that sounded human. from then on, whenever she moved, you touched her, or picked her up she would literally scream like she was dying. she couldnt jump up..climb..etc. so half way through our movie shes just lying there not moving, adjust slightly and screams again. so my mom called animal emergency and we had to bring her in. it was terrible b/c we had to wait in the exam room and we could hear her screaming back in the special lab area. they didnt know what was wrong, but guessed she had bulged a disc..and they took x-rays. that all cost about 300. if this doesnt randonly get better she's going to need blood tests, MRI's, fluids shot into her, plus a bunch of medication that she'll be on for the rest of her life b/c this is a chronic thing. she's 13 years old. so completely out of the blue my dad's like, how far are we going to take this? and its like...um..what the fuck do u mean. put her to sleep? yeah. way too much for me to handle at that moment. and its ridiculous b/c we dont even know whats wrong w/ her, he just spent like 5000 on his new bike, and this is the first time in her life that we've had to take her to the vet. so now she's at home on codine, and we're jsut hoping she'll get better. if its a bulged disc there's hope but apparently cats will act like its back pain when its really an internal problem. and she cant eat or pee or drink cuz its too hard to get up. more problems. so..ive let my mentalness pretend that she is fine and will get better. but to have to start thinking about putting her down and actually believing it was a possiblity...not good at all. that was all at like 12:30am.
but then on monday i finally went to get some summer clothes seeing as i have none. i got some cute stuff, and it was weird cuz i was thinking about how i could coordinate stuff for school (cuz i get nerdy when i get new stuff) and i realized...err...there's only like 3 days left. it better be hot!!! damnnit, that'd suck to get all these tanks and t-shirts and have it be like it is right now! silly weather. aw well, i like it.
so now i have a huge ass physics final to prepare for. at least she's letting us use a notecard! good lord. i'm so excited!!! POPS is on THURSDAY!!! o FUCK. i totally forgot about presents. for my musical teachers that are coming. damn.
tomorrow is june 1st! yikes..