clear and bright but still shaking
so I'm 11 days in... Sobriety looks good on me. My eyes are clear and bright. I seem to be able to function as a human being again. I still want a drink. I want a drink every second of every day. I'm very shaky at the moment. I spoke with my potential sponsor. We're gonna catch a meeting on Saturday. It's different talking with an alcoholic someone who knows how I feel.
At the moment I can't stand people who can have just one beer. Someone who can leave a half empty galss sitting on the table. I hate them because they can still drink.
Today I didn't drink. That's the goal. If I can make that then maybe there is some hope for me after all I've said and done.
I appreciate everyone here me for now and I know you were earlier but I couldn't see through the haze.
At the moment I can't stand people who can have just one beer. Someone who can leave a half empty galss sitting on the table. I hate them because they can still drink.
Today I didn't drink. That's the goal. If I can make that then maybe there is some hope for me after all I've said and done.
I appreciate everyone here me for now and I know you were earlier but I couldn't see through the haze.