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It's been a real thinky day. Thinking about things from my past -- particularly people -- that I've been hanging on to for too long for the wrong reasons. I need to not be scared to step away if I believe it's what's best for me. I need to not be scared of what they think about who I've become. I need to look forward and around me without always looking apprehensively behind me first. I need to focus on continuing to be as happy as I can be, to be the person I've been for the last few years, this person I've become that I love and am proud of.
I made a friends-list cut tonight. It's not personal. There is still a lot of love there. I'm testing new strength. I need to remind myself that it's okay to change, it's okay to grow, it's okay to grow apart, and it's okay to let go.
I'm on Facebook now, I still check my email daily, and I'll continue to post publicly here every now and then. I'm not out of reach, just keeping my open heart a little more guarded.
I made a friends-list cut tonight. It's not personal. There is still a lot of love there. I'm testing new strength. I need to remind myself that it's okay to change, it's okay to grow, it's okay to grow apart, and it's okay to let go.
I'm on Facebook now, I still check my email daily, and I'll continue to post publicly here every now and then. I'm not out of reach, just keeping my open heart a little more guarded.