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f--a--t--i--g--u--e from staying up too late; no sleep from restless dreams of dying again & again & again - living the same day over and over - doing as you please, knowing that it will all be forgotten, knowing that you can restart as if born again, but living under curse of dying every day, not knowing how death will visit, not knowing how painful, not being able to ever move on. ominous foreshadowing, warning me of my attitudes, my ways? trapped in the same cage for e.t.e.r.n.i.t.y.