Dec 29, 2005 18:26
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i really can't stand it here much longer. i know that i'm just being a whiney asshole but i've spent this whole damn break sorting this and organizing that and dusting this and putting these things away and i honestly couldn't care less about the whole operation. and i'm such a douche because i suppose they really do need the help and all but i'm so tired and lazy and all i want to do is sleep all fucking day. i hate hate hate waking up everyday. i just want to go to bed and then wake up randomly throughout the next day to see what time it is and then go right back to sleep again. and the weather is sucking my ass sideways. it's grey and cold and nasty and ugly and it doesn't rain but it's constantly "misting". it'd be one thing if it were cold and sunny or even grey as long as there were lots of snow or something. there was one nice sunny day recently, and i spent it washing my puke off my dad's car and then organizing the garage. i've gotten to see nona a few times and i went to tommy's once or twice and that's been great fun. i just want to be back in highland heights in my apartment with my friends, getting ready for auditions and the new semester. i've been wanting to pack up my car and leave but that would break my mom's heart...and i just couldn't do that. :::sigh::: ok...enough with bitchfest 2005. now fuck off