i want to gouge my eyes out with a spoon...
yeah...i'm writing twice in one day...whatever
i'm....so....tired.....and i don't really know why
i got high earlier and ever since i've been fucking drained. like exhausted. i'm so bored at home...it's almost painful. i can't even put thoughts together right now...they're just flying around like i'm standing at the end of a wind tunnel and watching sentences whizz past me. one bad habit i have is to shop when i'm bored and now i've spent close to all of my christmas money. christmas was fucking three days ago! jesus...
i think i might be dehydrated or something too. i really need to quit drinking pop and start being a waterholic again. you just feel so much cleaner on the inside. right now i just feel like an ashtray...yuck.
i have nothing else to say
i'm....so....tired.....and i don't really know why
i got high earlier and ever since i've been fucking drained. like exhausted. i'm so bored at home...it's almost painful. i can't even put thoughts together right now...they're just flying around like i'm standing at the end of a wind tunnel and watching sentences whizz past me. one bad habit i have is to shop when i'm bored and now i've spent close to all of my christmas money. christmas was fucking three days ago! jesus...
i think i might be dehydrated or something too. i really need to quit drinking pop and start being a waterholic again. you just feel so much cleaner on the inside. right now i just feel like an ashtray...yuck.
i have nothing else to say