Dear Jeremy Carver, PLEASE MARRY ME. After you gave me The Rapture and THIS, I think I need you to marry me.
1. WHAT OMG THIS WAS MADE OF SO MUCH AWESOME THAT I'M NOT COHERENT AND I WANT TO MAKE ICONS AND FIC THE SHIT OUT OF THIS AND OMGOMGOMGOHMY.
2. Okay, let's be serious and let's start from the start. First, YAY LYNYRD SKYNYRD! The music is back and I like that. And the montage in the beginning was pure awesome.
3. Dean's eat it twilight? LOLOLOL DEAN ILU.
4. SAM OH MY GOD SAM MY SAM LOVE IS BACK AT S2/S3 LEVELS IF NOT MORE.
See. I started this for John but of the two I always liked Dean more except that in S3 I was this close to become a total Sam girl even if then my Dean love won out, but I never really stopped loving the hell out of him BUT THIS EPISODE SAM WAS JUST GLORIOUS. First, he's totally the hottest bartender ever. Second, he makes me CRY. Third, the whole thing with the hunters was just so cruel. Fourth, OMG HE SO WANTS NORMAL BUT KNOWS HE CAN'T HAVE IT AND JUST... SAM. *cries* I still think the separation will turn out to do good but SAM. I loved it when he was about to call Dean and then didn't.
5. I'll reiterate, he was the hottest bartender ever.
6. I thought that Jess was Lucifer from the first second she appeared but hey, good to see her again. Also, Sam/Lucifer is so canon I can't even fathom that and while I hate evil!Sam and I really just want him to be the good person he is/deserves to be I can't help liking that. Also, Mark Pellegrino is freaking AWESOME and I just LOVE how he plays Lucifer. He's just so charming.
7. So, Dean is Michael's vessel and Sam is Lucifer's. Neat.
I'll love it so much when they'll both say fuck it and do it their way. Or at least that's what I hope.
8. The girl and Sam were cute though. Even if I still think that Becky is his soul mate and I hope canon will prove me right. (Well, maybe not, but I still enjoy the idea too much.)
9. The other hunters -> idiots. And SAM SPITTING BLOOD? OMG HOT.
10. Dean is so deep in self-denial that it's not funny. I also think he needs to straighten stuff out and that he actually has to learn that there's a middle ground between codependency and being on your own. I just think that he's so used to not being on his own that now that he is he's seeing it as being happiest than he has been in a while, but it won't take much for him to realize he's full of shit in this sense. He was looking at the shotgun seat longingly and stuff. He'll so realize that imo.
11. CASTIEL I LOVE YOU TO TINY PIECES.
12. Okay, that said, the personal space bit was like LOL and I lovedlovedloved Castiel asking Dean help because he's basically all he has. CAS. Cas, seriously.
13. Also, he makes the lousiest FBI agent ever even if he's too adorable for words. The badge upside down! Telling the truth at all costs!
AND DEAN FIXING UP HIS TIE AND JACKET AND STUFF OMG FANSERVICE all the way but I just was so happy to see them being friends. I think they both need that. And I'm not saying it because I like Dean/Cas, I'm saying it because Castiel freaking needs someone and Dean is the one who spent his life saying that friends are bullshit.
14. THE WHOREHOUSE OMG. I loved adorable!confused!Cas clutching at the beer and then having all the clothes half-open and TRYING TO CHEER UP THE HOOKER ABOUT HER DAD OMG CAS ILU NEVER CHANGE. I knew it was never going to end up with Cas getting deflowered for good, but OMG HOW THEY DID IT IT WAS SO PRICELESS. And that moment after when Dean just put his arm around Cas' shoulders and they were all friendly and smiley and happy and omg yes. Now I just want Sam to join in on the fun but I'm pretty sure it's going to happen soon because I'm an optimistic person-
15. DUH. Jimmy had it good when he got a simple low-level angel to possess him.
(BTW, WHERE THE FUCK IS JIMMY? JEREMY CARVER, YOU WROTE THE RAPTURE, YOU SHOULD BE THE ONE ADDRESSING IT DAMMIT. Whatever, until someone cares to actually say out loud that he's dead for all I'm concerned he's somewhere. Also because until they don't say anything my Sam/Jimmy bunny is totally NOT Kripked and I might actually write it.)
Seriously, that's what an archangel does to you? I'm kind of touched that Castiel is so trying to prevent Dean to experience that.
16. Raphael is badass but I wanted to punch his guts. When he was like telling Cas about Lucifer being the one who brought him back I was like AW CAS NO DON'T CRUSH HIS BELIEF ;___;, and while Cas swearing was kinda weird at first... well, a) it was kinda hot as fuck and b) I kind of love it.
Also MISHA SPEAKING ANCIENT LANGUAGES!KINK? ADD IT TO THE LIST. sdkldklafklfjkldfjdskfl I was totally wanting to keyboardsmash in that moment.
17. DEAN AND CAS BONDING OVER DADDY ISSUES AND DEAN TELLING CAS HE SHOULD GO SEARCH FOR GOD IF THAT'S WHAT HE BELIEVES IN EVEN IF HE DOESN'T BELIEVE IN IT just to cheer him up? *draws hearts* God yes. Yes. That's what I wanted. Though, props for Cas for leaving in that moment. I had this idea he wasn't liking the Dean-I'm-full-of-shit-because-I'm-in-denial attitude.
18. BOBBY. ;___________; WHO IS STILL MADE OF AWESOMESAUCE BTW.
19. I know I'm forgetting shit. But I ♥ this so much. And I'm not talking about next week because I know there's people who don't watch the promo but I WANT IT. That's all.
20. Oh yeah. Sam, KEITH? REALLY? Now it's my personal canon that Sam likes Keith Urban too, lol.
21. Okay. Uh. I need to have a shower, find caps and icon this shit. Well, I have other stuff to do first but I'm so doing that this weekend oh yes. Show ilu sfm. Even though dammit I need Dean, Sam and Cas to be an awesome threesome of bffs. But I have faith I'll get it, hopefully soon.
Phew. God. I have an idea I'll have to change half of my icons in order to get all the ones I want from this ep in, lol.