Isthere room for a fat girl in heaven?
I'm back from my smoke. And now im eating.
I have a mediocre buzz.
Fuck it. Man.. I'm depressed.
And, And I'm scared...
because I have a feeling im gunna become a smoker.. or start drinking.. because..
I cant help buut stare at the bottle of rum in my closet. Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck the diet.. Fuck sobriety. Fuck clean lungs.