Well long time no see.
Don't you love waiting for people? It is my most favoritest thing to do. I love when you are really hungry yet the person you are going to get food with constantely gets side tracked from what they are doing. Instead of getting ready they decide to smoke a cigarette, check their email or play guitar.
Anyways enough bitching. I guess I should be happy that I at least have something to do while I wait. I will give him 15 more minutes and then I am gonna say something about it. Enough is Enough. I wouldn't waste his time by fucking around when we have plans to go somewhere, so why does he do it to me?
I am in Bellingham. It is raining. Rain can get real old real fast. I don't hate the rain, just really dislike it. I want to go swimming and gallop through the sun. Well not literally through the actual sun. Maybe someday though.
So I have some new goals for the rest of the summer:
1. Stop smoking cigarettes (so far I haven't for 3 1/2 days)
2. Cut back on my smoking of the chronic. (spending way too much $ for a person with no job)
3. Cut way back on the consumtion of alcohol. (very difficult for this little lady)
Too bad I have been trying to do all of these things for some time now. I am never very succesful and always end up giving up. No more slacking. I need to stop being such a fucking slacker. I am in control of life......even if it doesn't feel like I am sometimes. Does anyone else ever feel that way?
Oh so stupid me bought a bottle of wine at the grocery store the other day and guess what......turns out its unalcoholic. So now I have a non-alcoholic bottle of wine. What the fuck am I suppose to do with that? Guess I should pay more attention next time. I guess I just assumed that since it was in the wine section and looked like a bottle of wine that it actually was. Silly me!
Still waiting to go and get food..................
Anyways enough bitching. I guess I should be happy that I at least have something to do while I wait. I will give him 15 more minutes and then I am gonna say something about it. Enough is Enough. I wouldn't waste his time by fucking around when we have plans to go somewhere, so why does he do it to me?
I am in Bellingham. It is raining. Rain can get real old real fast. I don't hate the rain, just really dislike it. I want to go swimming and gallop through the sun. Well not literally through the actual sun. Maybe someday though.
So I have some new goals for the rest of the summer:
1. Stop smoking cigarettes (so far I haven't for 3 1/2 days)
2. Cut back on my smoking of the chronic. (spending way too much $ for a person with no job)
3. Cut way back on the consumtion of alcohol. (very difficult for this little lady)
Too bad I have been trying to do all of these things for some time now. I am never very succesful and always end up giving up. No more slacking. I need to stop being such a fucking slacker. I am in control of life......even if it doesn't feel like I am sometimes. Does anyone else ever feel that way?
Oh so stupid me bought a bottle of wine at the grocery store the other day and guess what......turns out its unalcoholic. So now I have a non-alcoholic bottle of wine. What the fuck am I suppose to do with that? Guess I should pay more attention next time. I guess I just assumed that since it was in the wine section and looked like a bottle of wine that it actually was. Silly me!
Still waiting to go and get food..................