Jul 14, 2004 10:12
So life right now is very strange. It's odd when you feel one way, but must forget your feelings. I hate just not thinking about things....thats what I always do. Something bad happens.....I pretend it never happened. By doing this my whole life it has made me become somewhat of a heartless being. I'm not saying I am completely heartless, but.......
So, Aaron (my boyfriend) and I are on a break. Breaks are so odd to me. You're not together, yet not completely broken up. It is an odd kind of middle ground. Are there certain rules for breaks? What you can and can not do? What you should and should not do?
So confused. So what am I gonna do about it?.......you got it...I will just push it to the back of my mind and try to live my life. Thats a great way to go about things, don't you think?
It doesn't matter......I bet no one will even read this crappy entry.