Set of Drabbles

Nov 29, 2011 23:14

I. Hug Me: Yoona + Sooyoung

Winter. The season I hate the most. Its so cold that it makes me cringe. It makes me remember the cold memories of my past. The cold things that may happen during winter. I hate how it makes me feel so cold. I hate it how it makes my fingers shiver so much that it hurts. I hate how I should cover up my face so that I won't catch a cold.

But love winter when she's around.

I love how she hugs me when I'm shivering. I love how her warmth dominates the cold I'm feeling. I love her. "Something wrong?" I heard her voice ask from behind as I stay at the balcony, letting myself shiver. Before I could answer, she snaked her arms around my waist and rested her head on my shoulder and in an instant, her warmth comforted me.

"Don't stay out in the cold, Yoong." I could tell she was pouting as she reminded me. I smile after feeling her dig her face deeper into my neck.

"Keep hugging me, Soo." I said as I turn around to face her and hug her tighter, digging my face into her neck.

I love winter whenever you're around.

II. From Afar: Tiffany + Hyoyeon

I like her a lot. I've been having this crush on her since I've laid my eyes on her. The way she care-freely smiles, the way her pearly white teeth will be exposed when she smiles. The way she dances, the way her body moves oh so perfectly, it charmed me.

I like to watch her dance. I like to watch her with her circle of friends. I like to observe her from afar.

But thats all I can do, look at her from afar.

I can never tell her that I like her. I can never tell her how much I want to take her out because I'm no one in school while she's very popular. My like for her would end that way.

I'll be loving her just from afar.

III. Barrier: Jessica + Tiffany

We're completely different. We're like the two poles of Earth. I was cold she was hot. I prefer being alone, she's to out going. I prefer to read a book, she refers to surf the net. I prefer staying home watching TV, she prefer out shopping.

But there is one thing that makes us in common: love.

I love her, a lot. She's my all. Its like I was made differently to complement her. She makes me feel warmth when I'm cold. She accompanies me when I'm alone. She the exact opposite that complements me.

"Jessi? Lets go shopping!" her voice resonated from behind. It was like her voice could be heard in the whole apartment. I then felt her wrap her arms around my waist from behind, "What were you up to?" her breath brushed against my neck.

"You changed me so much." I said as I lean my weight on her and rest my head on her shoulder.

You slowly broke my barrier down.

IV. Always One-sided: Tiffany + Sooyoung

I love her, she doesn't. I like her, she doesn't. I think about her all the time, I've never crossed her mind. I can't sleep because of her, she sleeps peacefully.

It has always been that way.

We're friends, we talk everyday. But I was always the initiative. I was always the first to say "hi". It hurt me. It was like it was breaking my heart to pieces. There were countless nights where in my pillow would be soaked because of my tears.

She never felt the same for me.. never.

V. Cold Hands: Taeyeon + Jessica

I've always wanted to hold your hand. I've fantasized about feeling those fragile and soft hands against mine. I've wanted to walk the park holding your hands or walking along the sands of the beach, your hands warming up mine. I've always wanted to feel your intertwined fingers with mine.

But it will be a wishful thinking.

It has always been a wishful thinking. Forever it will be a wishful thinking.

My hands will be forever cold.

VI. Different: Hyoyeon + Yoona

She says she loves me. My love for her is different. It is way different. For me my love for you is like, wanting to kiss you. Wanting to cuddle with you. Wanting to wake up seeing your face across mine. Wanting to hold hands all the time. Wanting to stare at your eyes forever.

My love has always been different.

Your love is just purely sisterly. You'll never want me to kiss you. You'll never want me to sleep beside you with our faces centimeters away. You'll never want me to stare into your eyes for so long. You'll never want me to hold your hands whenever available.

"Holding hands with the same gender is just..." you once said with your expression turning sour. You didn't know but it hurt me, so much. It instantly brought tears to my eyes. My heart was instantly cut into half.

There're other more reasons that made me think this way of course. But there is one thing that made me really think that way,

We're both female. Romantic love isn't possible for us.

But hoping you would feel the same is unavoidable.

VII. Soaked Pillow: Tiffany + Sooyoung

I can't sleep at night. Even if I'd want to, I can't. The more I try to force myself to sleep, the more tears flow out of my eyes. Of course she doesn't know. She'll never know. She's too clueless herself. She never knew how much it hurts me to know that she likes someone else. She doesn't know how much it hurts me whenever we talk about the guys she likes.

She never knows how much I cry at night.

She doesn't know how much my pillow gets damp when night time comes. She doesn't know a single thing. Thats because I never tell her. I never tell her how much my heart hurts. Because surely, she can't do anything about it.

Because she'll never feel the same.

VIII. My All: Taeyeon + Seohyun

How great is my love? I can give you my everything. I can sacrifice anything just for you. I'd ignore my friends just for us to talk. I'd yell if they suddenly grab my phone while I was talking to you. I won't mind if I stay up late just for us to get to know each other more.

I would give up everything just for you.

But of course, you won't want that. You never won't. Of course you'd think I'm being immature, "Unnie, think first before you talk." was what you used to say. But this is how I really feel. This is how my heart reacts to you. You'd think this is just a simple infatuation. You'd think I don't really love you but,

I can give you my all. All of my all.

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