Drabbles

Nov 24, 2011 23:53

I. My Blanket: Sooyoung + Jessica

I couldn't sleep without a blanket. Whether its hot or cold, I need a blanket for me to fall asleep. A blanket is needed for me to feel safe. It keeps me protected from whatever harsh breeze that may come. Just like Choi Sooyoung.

We're roommates these past few years and I've been much closer to her than the other members. She has been with me through thick and thin. She helped me in any way she could help. While promoting, cameras would see us separated. Sometimes I'm with Yuri or Tiffany or with the others.

While Sooyoung would be with Sunny or Seohyun or Yoona. We both would have laughs but then I would always steal glances at the younger yet taller girl. And once our eyes locked, butterflies quickly invades my stomach. The way her dark brown chocolate orbs stared at mine, it made me think if she was actually feeling the same way I did for her.

If she also loves me the way I love her.

At the day, while the camera are rolling, I would distance myself from her, fearing that my feelings would be seen by the media. They would see how the love slips through my eyes when I'm with her. The way my hands quickly glues to her when we're beside each other. But once the night starts approaching, I would endlessly bug her.

Once the day ends, I would be in my room, lying on my bed blankly staring at the ceiling. I would be daydreaming until she comes inside. Once the door opens and the sound of it clicking, I would quickly sit upright and glance at her. Once our eyes would meet, she would show me her smile.

"Why aren't you asleep yet, Sica?" she would always ask before joining me on the bed, sitting across me. "I will now." I would answer back as I lie down, actually waiting for her to lie beside me and wrap her long arms around my waist.

And she never makes me wait since once my back makes contact with the mattress, she would follow and wrap her arms around my small body. It was like her body was made for it to protect me. Like it was made to comfort me at sleepless nights. Like it was made to make me feel warm. Like God made her just for me.

She's just like a blanket I need at night. I can't sleep without her. I can't be satisfied without her beside me.

Choi Sooyoung is my blanket whether at night or at day.

II. Notice Me: Taeyeon + Tiffany

We have been best friends since elementary. We're always with each other. When you see the other, expect the other would along with her. If we fight, within the day we would quickly make up. That's how special our bonds were.

Until I started harboring feelings for her.

Everything changed. I started noticing small things that rose my hopes high. Like how she clings to me, does that mean she likes me too? Like how she'd rather be with me than to be with the others, meaning she only wants to be with me? Like how she wanted to show only to me her crescents, meaning she only wants me to see her gorgeous eye-smile?

Because of those thoughts, I confessed.

I thought she felt the same way. I thought she saw me the way I saw her but she... didn't. "Tae... You're my best friend." that phrase kept repeating in my mind. Right, I'm her best friend. I've loved her. So much that I didn't want her to date but that didn't stop her. She started dating a guy and what hurt more was that she never talked to me every again.

I did not only loose the person I love the most, but I also lost my best friend.

III. Talk To Me Everywhere: Yoona + Jessica

Jessica is a weird woman. I've met her in school after accidentally bumping to her at the hall. Typical scene where her things flew and me being helpful, I helped her. After that, she demanded that I should pay for bumping her.

That is where we started being friends.

She insisted on that we should always spend times together. I agreed though since she made it look like I had no other choice. "You. Will. Come." she emphasized with every word while sending cold glares to me, sending a wave of goosebumps to serge through my body.

We hang out but then she started saying we should talk everyday. Everyday and everywhere. When we meet, through internet. Twitter, Tumblr, Facebook and other more. It was weird though and I asked why we needed to talk everywhere but all her answer was, "I just want to." with a shrug.

But I complied anyways. We talked everywhere, internet, school, telephone, cellphone. She was adorable because every time I tend to be late, she'd just have tantrums that are easily pacified.

I don't mind talking to her everywhere.

IV. Don't Leave: Hyoyeon + Taeyeon

Every morning I would wake up without her beside me. I was able to bear it. I was able to take the pain of knowing that I can never wake up seeing her next to me, calmly sleeping. But of course, I couldn't help but hope to see her kid like face across mine. How I would love to caress her soft cheeks with the back of my fingers.

But of course that can't happen. She has a girlfriend.

She has another woman in her heart. I'm sharing Kim Taeyeon's heart along with another girl.

She told me about it. I know right from the very start. "I'm married, Hyo." the way she said that phrase, it sounded so apologetic. I could feel how sincere her tone was. "If I met you before her.." she mumbled as I felt her tighten her hug around my waist while my face was buried in her neck.

"Its fine." I always said but I know... nothing would be fine. Knowing she loves another woman, and the fact that they've married for five years, felt like my heart was being endlessly stabbed by a dull knife.

It isn't her fault. I fell in love though she has another woman in her heart.

V. Couple Shirts: Sooyoung + Seohyun

She has always been composed. She has always been calm and collected. And thats why I love her so much. Thats her biggest charm. We're now walking in the mall, hand in hand. I swung the our hands back and forth while we skipped, "Just like kids" is what she used to say.

"Unnie, you shouldn't skip while wearing heels." her concerned voice stopped me from skipping as to what she said. Smiling, I leaned forward until I could feel her breath brush against my upper lip, "I know, Hyunnie." We then started walking, me in a normal state of walking.

We then passed by a store that seemed to be selling only exclusive clothes for couples. Though I could say they're for male and female couple, which slightly disappointed me. I was about to walk again until I felt a tug at my sleeve. Confused, I looked behind and saw Seohyun's eyes glued on the store and I swear, I saw sparkles in those chocolate brown orbs.

"Hyunnie?" "Lets buy those!" she said with a smile plastered on her face. She has never acted this way. I was always the one giving her anything and she has never asked for anything either. "But those are for male--" I didn't get to finish what I was saying since she literally dragged me inside the store.

And before I knew it, I was fitting a male's shirt that was my size inside the fitting room with her behind me. All kinds of shirts were checked but one shirt got her eye.

A shirt that had half of a heart on one side that if two shirts placed beside each other, the heart is complete.

And right after buying the couple shirt, she insisted on both of us wearing it. I've never seen her actually go gaga for that kind of shirt. "I won't be complete without you, unnie. Just like this couple t." somehow, that line made me blush madly that it made me look away. I could hear her giggle as we walked again, hand in hand.

VI. Can You Be My It Girl?: Seohyun + Hyoyeon

I was never good at explaining my true feelings. I was always teased for how I always bottle things up and will explode one day. The unnie's would always do that, tease me and me acting like I didn't care but it actually made me slightly insecure. I wish I could express myself just like them.

But good thing I got one way of expressing myself, playing guitar.

I would play songs that matches my mood. Some noisy, some mellow, some fast, some cheery. All kinds and I take time to learn their chords for me to know how to play them. Along the unnies, Hyoyeon unnie would always want to watch me play the guitar. I don't mind though but the way she looks at me ever time I play felt like she can see right through me.

And as time passes, I learned how to express them further but through guitar. I would sing the lyrics that matches my feelings and somehow the songs I've been singing lately are about love. "You're in love!" Hyoyeon unnie gleefully said as she clasped her hands, her eyes sparkled in excitement.

I am in love? How? Who? What? Why? All these questions entered my mind as I remember what she said. I stopped playing the guitar for a few weeks since all I ever thought was 'I'm in love?' And seems like Hyoyeon unnie noticed that, "Why aren't you playing anymore?"

"My mind is in a mess at the moment, unnie." I pressed both my temples. She lay on the bed, flat on her stomach while I was on the floor, reading a book about self improvement. "Just one song!" she insisted as I felt her arms shake my shoulders. Sighing, I stood up and grabbed the guitar and started playing.

I played one song that I recently learned, It Girl.

While I played, I stared right into her eyes. Her expression was unreadable. She just blankly stared at me while I also stared at her large brown orbs that seemed like she could see a transparent me. After playing, I settle the guitar on the bed but got shocked when I felt a pair of arms snaking around my waist.

Turning around, I look at her, confusion written all over my face, "I can be your it girl, Hyunnie." she said before planting a chaste kiss on my lips. I blinked rapidly as I try to process what was happening.

"You love me, right? The way you play the guitar when I watch you, it says everything." she smiled after pressing her lips against my cheek which, I surely am, is turning bright red.

"You're my it girl, then." I said with a smile.

VII. Jar of Hearts: Yoona + Taeyeon

"I'm sorry." she mumbled as she tugged on my sleeve, trying to stop me from leaving. She has been doing this a thousand times and surely this time, I won't fall for her trick anymore. Tightly gripping the strap of my purse, I turn around and slapped her.

"Don't take me for a fool! You think I'll still accept you after seeing you with another woman! You've been doing this for months!" with that I left, leaving a stunned kid like woman there.

Months passed and I still received a lot from her. She messaged, she texted, she would stay in front of my apartment. When I've had enough, I stomped my way to the door and answered her doorbell. "What?!" was the first words that escaped my lips.

"I'm sorry. I love you, Yoong." and with that she crashed her lips against mine. After not feeling those plump lips for months, it made my mind go blank. Giving up, I finally kiss back, wrapping my arms around her neck. She then dragged me to my room and continued to kiss me until we both were naked ourselves.

Months passed and yet I found out she was seeing a girl named Jessica Jung.

I knew right from the start, she was just collecting broken hearts into a jar.

A/N: I know this is a fail! Its just.. those ideas came to me XD Sorry for grammatical errors, I wrote this in a rush. Enjoy~ :)

members: all, rating: pg, fanwork: fanfiction

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