在溫書的同時在收聼廣播，聽見一句自己真能理解的話，想引用這陌生人的話……

“最近經常在想'I missed you'但不是我想你，而是我錯過了你。”

很多人事故，相遇、相識並不定代表要一直並肩一起繼續走下去。

有時分手、分開、分散不是定因爲做錯了，而僅僅是錯過了。

就像兩列往不同方向行跑的火車，刹那間的相遇無論多美妙、多難忘也無法改變火車原本的軌道。

也許那兩列火車往後會再次相遇，但它們已不再相同，承載的搭客不再一樣，自己承載的故事已不如同往年。

錯過、是一種不可逆轉的過程。

可能是無限的。“可能”讓人能抱有希望、期待，當然也包括奢望。

“可能”就是一種雙面刀，在幫助你的同時也可能割傷你。

“可能”的力量在理智的陪同下能幫你走出黑暗的道路， 讓你意識到即使再黑暗的夜晚也會有黎明的到來。

在理智無法點醒你時，“可能”也能把你的希望逐漸變成奢望，再讓奢望在你心裏留下病根。

然後這病根就會在你意志最不堅定時，不斷揮舞那銳利的刀鋒，用疼痛來提醒你它的存在。

所以……到底該如何準確地駕駛“可能”呢？

在理智無法把你拉回現實時，是否該徹底捨棄種種可能呢？

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一切都不重要了……還是已經感受不到能比那更重要的了呢？

試著去感受，卻還是徒勞。

是麻木，還是自我保護？

我存有得疑問不像來自于擔憂因爲我感受不到擔憂，我的疑問仿是來自于好奇和因異于平常的反應。

對於過去深刻的感觸，它依然存留。

但對於近日的情緒與感受，淡得難以察覺它是否存在。

就拿今天來説，兩次被惡夢驚醒，可被驚醒后就立即忘了那害怕的感受。

愉快、憤怒、感動、新奇、傷感，這些情緒都易于淡化。

但留存的，我分不清是無比的平靜，習慣性麻木，還是空虛？

留存的像是“沒有”、像是“空”、像是沒有存留。

真的像是一切都不重要了……？

Sometimes we look back and wish that we haven't do something, say something that we did and said.

Regret is something we all experienced.

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A different way to start the year isn't it?

I can't deny I'm kinda curious about it, so i went to do a little google search of it.

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I finally went for a jog this morning at 6 after a week of procrastination.

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