FML
So I got my answer from Mike, he chose his ex. Not surprising, everyone always chooses their ex over me, or the new guy, or anyone else. I'm used to that. It doesn't matter that we were a perfect match, his ex lacked the belly and is therefore obviously the better candidate (there are probably better reasons, but this is a bile filled post of hate, so let me have my bile).
It hurts to not have him, but at least the hope has died and I can get on, finally, with moving on, rather than waiting for him to maybe possibly come back to me.
Course there is the thing that really makes this suck. Guess how I get my answer?
In person, with a conversation? Nope.
Via a phonecall? Nope.
A text message? Surely he can't be that lame. Nope.
Facebook.
Not even a message on facebook, I find out by default. A picture flops up on my feed and shows him and his ex happily together...it's tagged as new years day. I check the comments and true enough it's all about how happy they all are that they're back together.
I find out that the man I thought might be the one is back with his ex....by a picture on facebook. FACEBOOK!!!
How little must I mean to him, how meaningless must I be that I find out by default....by a picture on facebook.
It's the cruelest breakup I've been through, well maybe the second cruelest, but pretty close up there. I get a month of hope, being told that he needs to think and that he still loves me and has to work stuff out...then without a word....facebook pictures.
I've sent him a text, let's see if he's man enough to respond. I'm guessing not.
Fuck him, I deserve better than this.
It hurts to not have him, but at least the hope has died and I can get on, finally, with moving on, rather than waiting for him to maybe possibly come back to me.
Course there is the thing that really makes this suck. Guess how I get my answer?
In person, with a conversation? Nope.
Via a phonecall? Nope.
A text message? Surely he can't be that lame. Nope.
Facebook.
Not even a message on facebook, I find out by default. A picture flops up on my feed and shows him and his ex happily together...it's tagged as new years day. I check the comments and true enough it's all about how happy they all are that they're back together.
I find out that the man I thought might be the one is back with his ex....by a picture on facebook. FACEBOOK!!!
How little must I mean to him, how meaningless must I be that I find out by default....by a picture on facebook.
It's the cruelest breakup I've been through, well maybe the second cruelest, but pretty close up there. I get a month of hope, being told that he needs to think and that he still loves me and has to work stuff out...then without a word....facebook pictures.
I've sent him a text, let's see if he's man enough to respond. I'm guessing not.
Fuck him, I deserve better than this.