Two good country songs that are touching me tonight...
I'm not in the world's best mood tonight...kind of feeling lonely and discouraged and kind of at a loss for words to describe it...
I'm Moving On (Rascal Flatts)
I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on
I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone
I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived that I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
*This is where I feel like I need to get to...I need to move past all the shit that's bogging me down. But here's where I am right now:
Someone Else's Star (Bryan White)
Alone again tonight without someone to love.
The stars are shining bright so one more wish goes up.
Oh, I wish I may and I wish with all my might.
For the love I'm dreaming of and missing in my life.
You'd think that I could find a true love of my own.
It happens all the time to people that I know.
Their wishes all come true so I've got to believe.
There's still someone out there who is meant for only me.
I guess I must be wishing on someone else's star.
It seems like someone else keeps gettin what I'm wishing for.
Why can't I be as lucky as those other people are?
I guess I must be wishing, on someone else's star.
I sit here in the dark and stare up at the sky,
But I can't give my heart one good reason why.
Everywhere I look it's lovers that I see.
It seems like everyone's in love with everyone but me.
*This is where I am at right now. Feeling sorry for myself and feeling like everyone else gets what they want...I know this isn't the case, and I know that there are people out there who are a lot more unhappy than I am. But I just can't get past this damn pity party. This stuff always seems to come to me at night, when all the friends who I know love me are no longer around, and I feel alone. God, I wish I wasn't so stupid...
Well, off to trying to sleep and dream of better days...hopefully tommorow night is better. I know Friday night will be!! Fox Run here I come!
I'm Moving On (Rascal Flatts)
I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on
I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone
I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived that I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
*This is where I feel like I need to get to...I need to move past all the shit that's bogging me down. But here's where I am right now:
Someone Else's Star (Bryan White)
Alone again tonight without someone to love.
The stars are shining bright so one more wish goes up.
Oh, I wish I may and I wish with all my might.
For the love I'm dreaming of and missing in my life.
You'd think that I could find a true love of my own.
It happens all the time to people that I know.
Their wishes all come true so I've got to believe.
There's still someone out there who is meant for only me.
I guess I must be wishing on someone else's star.
It seems like someone else keeps gettin what I'm wishing for.
Why can't I be as lucky as those other people are?
I guess I must be wishing, on someone else's star.
I sit here in the dark and stare up at the sky,
But I can't give my heart one good reason why.
Everywhere I look it's lovers that I see.
It seems like everyone's in love with everyone but me.
*This is where I am at right now. Feeling sorry for myself and feeling like everyone else gets what they want...I know this isn't the case, and I know that there are people out there who are a lot more unhappy than I am. But I just can't get past this damn pity party. This stuff always seems to come to me at night, when all the friends who I know love me are no longer around, and I feel alone. God, I wish I wasn't so stupid...
Well, off to trying to sleep and dream of better days...hopefully tommorow night is better. I know Friday night will be!! Fox Run here I come!