Jun 18, 2008 10:32
well after i got back in town yesterday i got a little more info on my baby moma drama. were pretty sure now that his mom is doing meth. its the only way we can explain some of this behavior. background story-she started stripping last year at the age of 31...kinda late to get into the business i would think but i guess they are desperate for women to take their clothes off. she lost a lot of weight fast and i had my suspicions because of the girl she was living with. when i got to meet her roommate i noticed how thin she was(i could see through her face for christ sake). then it was the teeth that gave it away-this girl is 33 with dentures. when i ask my baby moma about it i was told that it was anorexia but i had my doubts plus she has been known to lie(when does she even tell the truth). her family and i had a falling out because of her choice of jobs and my thoughts that zach should not be around these type of people but they seemed to be happy that she was at least working.she then got a job with hsv city schools as a custodian but lost that job pretty quick too. she then moved in with a family which at first i thought was a good thing but as time goes on everyones eyes open to the truth. ive had no choice but to leave him there due to working weekends and not having anyone in the area to watch him. as time went on i noticed when i dropped him off at 8 or 9 in the am that these people all looked half dead. plus the wife had said i should remember her from the past because we had some mutual friends-the people she described were not only not my friends but some of the people associated with beaudettes killers. i was not impressed to say the least but i was a desperate father who needed to get to work to try and make a living without having to drive my son 45 minutes to my dads in morgan city.
NEVER AGAIN! i hear that she did actually go to the hospital but that they couldnt find anything wrong(should have given her a drug test). i will not let this happen again. being poor is better than putting my son in that situation ever again. i have to say though that i am worried. not about christie(baby moma) but zach. even though he told me a couple of years ago that he wanted god to take his mommy to heaven so he could get a new one(he said it just like that too), i know what losing your mother before your ready can do. this is something that i hope she figures out before its too late and causes him even more pain. she has been cut off from her family(her choice i guess) and is back working at another strip club-waitressing this time she says. i know she has to be in a really low place in life right now but im not able to help her. i dont want anything bad to happen to her but it seems that this one is in gods hands and she has to help herself a little before we can.