cash rules everything
Money has really dictated how my last few weeks of vacation have gone. To not being able to spend it to actually having not a penny to my name. I haven't gone to doctors when I should have because I can't afford a $20 co-pay. And it's just one of those times where I'm in a financial rut, I bet in a month if I get a student loan and a job at plattsburgh I'll be walking around buying all sorts of new clothes and everything and being irresponsible with my money like I want to be.
I played hockey the other night and messed up my finger somehow. It didn't really hurt that bad at the time which gives me hope that it's just a bruise and the swelling is what's making it hurt like a bitch. But regardless it's a pain cause its my index finger and you use that finger more than you really realize lol. It hurts to open my car door or to start my car.
I'm pretty sure my whole anxiety thing is really a sinus infection. Of course the day after I go to the doctors more symptoms pop up. I'm starting to get a cold and I can feel some of my glands are swollen. If it doesn't get better I figure I'll probably have to go to the doctors again. So idk that sucks.
Back to school this weekend, I'm excited and not at the same time. I'm not at all prepared academically. I don't know how I'll pay for books and I'm def. not in any sort of motivated mood lately so doing my work is gonna be a chore. But I can't wait to see people and I've been sort of optimistic about meeting new people so I need to bring that attitude about it with me. A new semester kind of feels like a clean slate and not just academically, it's kinda weird.
I played hockey the other night and messed up my finger somehow. It didn't really hurt that bad at the time which gives me hope that it's just a bruise and the swelling is what's making it hurt like a bitch. But regardless it's a pain cause its my index finger and you use that finger more than you really realize lol. It hurts to open my car door or to start my car.
I'm pretty sure my whole anxiety thing is really a sinus infection. Of course the day after I go to the doctors more symptoms pop up. I'm starting to get a cold and I can feel some of my glands are swollen. If it doesn't get better I figure I'll probably have to go to the doctors again. So idk that sucks.
Back to school this weekend, I'm excited and not at the same time. I'm not at all prepared academically. I don't know how I'll pay for books and I'm def. not in any sort of motivated mood lately so doing my work is gonna be a chore. But I can't wait to see people and I've been sort of optimistic about meeting new people so I need to bring that attitude about it with me. A new semester kind of feels like a clean slate and not just academically, it's kinda weird.