thurs
OC was awesome. haven't seen it in like 3 weeks cause school/work/clubs raped the fuck out of me but i'm alive and didn't fail any finals or classes.
so i hoped on the scale today and it turns out i've gained another motherfucking whopping 10 lbs. i'm a fuckin truck, a tank, a few tons and just a plain old fattie. this break is gonna suck cause every slice of cake, piece of candy, cup of starbys or just anything, is gonna make me feel fatter.
as a few of you know, i went to london for turkey break and my mom's stash of brit goods was non-existent so she brought back TWO fucking cases of chocolates, candy bars, cakes, basically everything that i love to eat and WILL make me fat! GRRRR. next semester my ass is in the gym TWICE a day! i know it sounds crazy but i weigh 200 fucking pounds! and find it very disgusting. all my friends are like, 'you're not fat' but i fucking AM! it's so frustrating. but if i could be at least 175, it would keep me content for a while. grr
i would go out running tomorrow but am to embarrassed to run around g-urg. people might notice me and then i'd get all self conscious and what not. it just sucks that i weight this much and went to the gym a whole lot more this semester than i did last year, all though i def slacked off towards the end of the semester which is probably where the extra 10 lbs. came from.
this post is gettin to long so i'm done.
so i hoped on the scale today and it turns out i've gained another motherfucking whopping 10 lbs. i'm a fuckin truck, a tank, a few tons and just a plain old fattie. this break is gonna suck cause every slice of cake, piece of candy, cup of starbys or just anything, is gonna make me feel fatter.
as a few of you know, i went to london for turkey break and my mom's stash of brit goods was non-existent so she brought back TWO fucking cases of chocolates, candy bars, cakes, basically everything that i love to eat and WILL make me fat! GRRRR. next semester my ass is in the gym TWICE a day! i know it sounds crazy but i weigh 200 fucking pounds! and find it very disgusting. all my friends are like, 'you're not fat' but i fucking AM! it's so frustrating. but if i could be at least 175, it would keep me content for a while. grr
i would go out running tomorrow but am to embarrassed to run around g-urg. people might notice me and then i'd get all self conscious and what not. it just sucks that i weight this much and went to the gym a whole lot more this semester than i did last year, all though i def slacked off towards the end of the semester which is probably where the extra 10 lbs. came from.
this post is gettin to long so i'm done.