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so apparently there is another girl already... and apparently he has been talking to this girl the week we broke up and shit seems pretty serious. pretty awesome huh? the week we break up and he already is interested in some other girl. sucks for me. she lives in california but her dad lives in new york and she is moving to new york soon. makes me sick to my fucking stomach everytime i think about him with this girl, anytime i read something on his twitter about her. i dont even know how being friends with him is going to work. am i suppose to be the one to just fucking suck it up and pretend im strong. i dunno but i fucking hope that i can move on with my life and find someone who will really love me as soon as possible, bc the hurt that i feel everyday is starting to become unbearable.