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I've come to a new understanding of things today. I've been turning things over in my head for while over certain situations and have finally come to a conclusion. Maybe things in life are not so much a blame game or a topsy terby feel sorry because I've been shat on situation. Maybe the key to understanding what has hurt us most is to realize that the reason behind it is beyond our control, that no matter how hard you try to prevent pain, the more you just expand the wound with out knowing. The result is always a fatal strike when it happens.
I think that my solution is not to forgive or forget, but to just understand that things happen and that I can never hold any control over it.
I will always have friends to confide in, and a father who will always be there, and I think I need to start realizing this and let go of the insecurities that I entail with my trust. I realize who people are and being niave to it all will not solve my solution but maybe turning a cheek to it all may allow me to feel comfortable again.
I think that my solution is not to forgive or forget, but to just understand that things happen and that I can never hold any control over it.
I will always have friends to confide in, and a father who will always be there, and I think I need to start realizing this and let go of the insecurities that I entail with my trust. I realize who people are and being niave to it all will not solve my solution but maybe turning a cheek to it all may allow me to feel comfortable again.