Mar 12, 2005 06:20
" Isn't this the best part of breaking up finding someone else
you can't get enough of...."
So much time so little to do, so many things to do no capital
to do it with. Being torn on something is never fun. How do you
dangle candy in front of a child only to not ever let them have it.
It's downright cruel. I can now say that I look back on the past
couple of years and really say that it was all worth it.
Sometimes it takes an eye opening experiance to make you realize
the world did not end and you are still alive.
Work has been fun lately, I aced CPT unfortunatly it wasn't on the
day I wanted it to be. I think turning down the DBA position and
taking on that of CSR was a really good idea for me.
I spent the latter part of yesterday going over the information of
several schools in the surrounding and not so conveniant areas of
the tri-state circle as well as back in FL.
I still need to go and sign off on my student loan and close it out.
That I am happy for. Community College for the basics is cheap as long as you don't do what I did and drop out in the middle of the semester.
I do have to admit that I am saddened due to certain situations and more so recently I have been given more to think about which adds
further to the confusion I envelop myself in everyday. It's too bad though, sometimes I do wish that I could confront all my demons and
perform a very thorough examination of them to find out what exactly about them makes me weak....
Oh well there'll be time to reflect on those things in the future, for now work is waiting.....