Dec 07, 2006 18:56
I dinna think I would e'er see an end tae it, an end tae him. It was as if I had been cursed but it wasna only me tha' was tae suffer for the harm of it. I look back at all the times I faced him, the times he hurt those close tae me. The times I tasted his blood and failed at takin' his life, and I canna forgi'e mi'self for those failures. For those who came tae harm because I hadna been able tae stop him.
I think of wha' he did tae me at Fort William. How he took tha' part of me tha' wasna his to hae. Tha' part tha' was meant for Claire alone. How he used mi love for her against me, taking me so deeply into the pain that he hoped I wouldna know it was him using me.
I dinna think there was e'er a doubt tha' one day it would come down tae him or me, I jus' dinna think it would take so long, or tha' so many would be hurt along the way. How fittin' then tha' Randall should lose his life on the fields of Culloden, that his blood should soak intae tha' same ground as tha' of those he tried so hard to destroy. I only wish it coulda undone all the harm he had done in gettin' there.
Muse: Jamie Fraser
Fandom: "Outlander" book series/Misc Books
Words: 233
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