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jam_lover_13

8, Jam - Loosing... [Voice]

Jul 29, 2009 20:54

He is here.
And I don't know what I'm gonna do. Nothing nice.
So... you all. If you thought I was good... just stay away from me.

[His voice is emotionless. Like the voice of someone who has given up. But he doesn't give up. Not yet. Not that easy]

( Private to Cissnei // Hackable, because B is nervous )

*tamaki, wants to die so badly, insane, murderer coming out, lonely beyond, sad mood, not willing to give up, *cissnei, hateful, damn l

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proudambassador July 30 2009, 04:58:01 UTC

Going to kill? I do not see why you should do any such thing.

jam_lover_13 July 30 2009, 13:13:24 UTC

Out of hate?
You told me about that G'Kar who wants to kill you. I think it's more or less the same with me and the person I'm talking about.
I hate him, he hates me.

But... there's a high chance that killing him is impossible. Sadly.

proudambassador July 30 2009, 15:21:59 UTC

So it is not that random people will be killed. You are going after just him, hm? And so, if killing him is impossible, no one will die?

jam_lover_13 July 30 2009, 15:23:23 UTC

Excatly.
So there is no real problem, huh?

Okay a problem for me, but not for other persons.

proudambassador July 30 2009, 15:25:26 UTC

That is what I wished to know, yes. I do not know who he is, but if the hatred is mutual, then there is some small part of me that can understand such a desire. Not much. But G'Kar has tried to kill me. It was not pleasant.

jam_lover_13 July 30 2009, 15:29:07 UTC

Not much? If he tried to kill you, you didn't want to do the same to him? With sucsess I mean.

proudambassador July 30 2009, 15:32:36 UTC

I did. But it did not work, and I will tell you why - I am not meant for such things. That, and Mr. Garibaldi has an annoying ability to show up exactly when you do not want him, no?

But to go farther, I know that it will not work. I know that he will live much longer. And thus, why expend energy when it will change nothing?

[Private//UNHACKABLE] jam_lover_13 July 30 2009, 15:37:10 UTC

You know it?
That... is intresting.

Reminds me of myself.

Could you tell me more about it?

[Private//UNHACKABLE] proudambassador July 30 2009, 15:44:58 UTC

My people, we get visions of how our lives will end.

I will die very old, strangling G'Kar as he strangles me. In the end, I will get my way, and he will get his, but neither of us will enjoy it, because that is the way of life, yes?

And you, you know of yours?

[Private//UNHACKABLE] jam_lover_13 July 30 2009, 15:47:01 UTC

Not of my own, sadly.
I have no greater wish than knowing when I will die.

[Private//UNHACKABLE] proudambassador July 30 2009, 15:48:55 UTC

It is a morbid thing. I do not know if I like it. It means that I can live as I will, I know how I will die. But sometimes, it cheapens life, hm? What is the risk, if I will die old? What does this day matter?

[Private//UNHACKABLE] jam_lover_13 July 30 2009, 16:14:02 UTC

Well... that may be true
The reason why I wouldn't tell other people about their death
But we all have to life with something.
Knowing when we will die, not knowing when we will die... Well that's what most people live with but it can be annoying under circumstates like I have.

[Private//UNHACKABLE] proudambassador July 30 2009, 20:51:37 UTC

And the circumstances you have, they are...?

[Private//UNHACKABLE] jam_lover_13 July 31 2009, 16:38:52 UTC

You don't look like the kind of person who keeps a secret if telling it to another person is good for your own profit.
So let's just say... I don't see my own death. That doesn't mean I'm not able to see death.

[Private//UNHACKABLE] proudambassador August 4 2009, 22:19:07 UTC

That, is most rude. I only deal with a little rudeness from others. I think I am done with yours.

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