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he just makes me love him more. i found another screename of anthonys today and i got scared. it reminded me of nate and his secret with his cell phone. so i imed him telling him i was confused about things and i needed to talk to him when he got it. so he called me and i told him and he said he was sorry but its not his fault for my bad past. and i said i know i just wanted to let him know that i was freaked. so the cape sucked cuz he had to work.and he didnt get home till 10:30 so he didnt call until after the im. but the im got him to talk.
i asked him why he likes me. he told me cuz i was nice. and i asked if any of his girlfriends were nice and he said yeah and then i said well they arent as nice as me and he said yeah. : ) and i said those three words.....i love you and he awwwwed me. i told him that while he was gone all i was thinking about was him. he told me i was sweet. and he said that he didnt want to say it back until he knew for sure. that made me feel happy. cuz i dont want him to say it if he doesnt mean it. and i asked him so what does this mean are we together or not and he said he didn't know and that maybe we should wait til i get back.
i get scared a lot cuz i really like him and i want this to work. and everytime he makes it feel better and shows me that im wrong and that he is an alright guy and maybe thats another reason why i love him. hes not the same as all the others. i love him so much!!!!!! im really happy.
i asked him why he likes me. he told me cuz i was nice. and i asked if any of his girlfriends were nice and he said yeah and then i said well they arent as nice as me and he said yeah. : ) and i said those three words.....i love you and he awwwwed me. i told him that while he was gone all i was thinking about was him. he told me i was sweet. and he said that he didnt want to say it back until he knew for sure. that made me feel happy. cuz i dont want him to say it if he doesnt mean it. and i asked him so what does this mean are we together or not and he said he didn't know and that maybe we should wait til i get back.
i get scared a lot cuz i really like him and i want this to work. and everytime he makes it feel better and shows me that im wrong and that he is an alright guy and maybe thats another reason why i love him. hes not the same as all the others. i love him so much!!!!!! im really happy.