So...
Well, thanks to everyone who sent me kind words. It wasn't really the point of the other journal, but... it's appreciated.
I just have become fed up with running in the hamster wheel, never getting anywhere while running for my life constantly. The harder I work, the less it seems to matter.
The journal last night was made in the throes of a very deep depression and frustration with everything. I've come to realize, with a little help from Flynn and those who I live with, that there are things I'm going to need to start figuring out myself. Some steps I'll need to take are not going to be easy, but... necessary.
I need to get off the hamster wheel for a while.
I just have become fed up with running in the hamster wheel, never getting anywhere while running for my life constantly. The harder I work, the less it seems to matter.
The journal last night was made in the throes of a very deep depression and frustration with everything. I've come to realize, with a little help from Flynn and those who I live with, that there are things I'm going to need to start figuring out myself. Some steps I'll need to take are not going to be easy, but... necessary.
I need to get off the hamster wheel for a while.