Tired
I'm so tired of everything. All I seem to do us bring chaos and pain to those closest to me.
I know I don't post here much, and this will probably look like a typical furtard attention grab.
I think I'm going to go away for a while. I don't know where or why. I just. I'm tired of my life. I'm tired of the pain and unending repetition of shit. Life for me never changes. Every promise of a new start, of a new chapter, just turns into an even deeper pit that I'm forever scrabling uselessly at the wall of. The more I fight, the more I struggle to make my way, the slicker the walls get and the more shit falls from above. I just can't take it any more.
I'm so tired of riding the carosel of shit. Same dumb people day in and day out. The same tedious existence at work at home. No time or money to break the cycle of shit. I need an extended break from this shithole of a life and the harder I work to get it, the farther away even a small repreave seems to get.
So to hell with it all. I'm done. Fuck life, the universe. Fuck America and the lie of the American dream. Fuck the government and the lie of help for the poor. Fuck everything.
I'm done.
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