Im back...
yup Im back from Cancun and missing the beach and drinking poolside...happy hour in Cancun was 2 for 1 drinks from 3pm-7pm everyday LOL and looking out my window I could see the pool and the ocean *sigh* I missed Jake alot too although I was able to work the phone system so he could call me there. While we were there I found out Jakes grandma has only months to live and there is no treatment for her. So my husband will never see his Grandmother again and I got to tell him that the day I came back and saw him thankfully he was so glad to see me he wasn't too upset but today it's sinking in.... *Sigh* just when you think our lives couldn't get any worse... some people aren't meant to be able and I discovered a long time ago that I'm one of them. My life has no meaning or joy...each day is a struggle. I'm glad noone else has to feel this way. It's more than anyone should have to bare.