Friends.... what a werid thing they are
So i got this myspace account and I find my old friends from middle school, Jason and Ashley, I still talked to jason for awhile but we lost touch at some point i move alot so that has alot to do with it i think. But ashley was the werid one, i haven't talked to her in like years since i was 18 and now im 21, so about 4 years, shes doing well, but its so werid i just cant explain it, i talked to on the phone and shes so differnt, but so the same. I was so nervous to talk to her and i dont know why, but thats just one of many people i got back in touch with, tom was the same way.. I wonder if this means something good will happen in my life and then on top of it, me and todd have become close frineds, even more then when we were together, life feels better now, i feel kinda special, this thing with ashley still is like wow, she changed my life years ago.. story is we went to middle school together and we we're pagan at this time and then right before 8th grade i got mad over some simple bull shit and desided not to be friends with her anymore and then a a year or so passes and i call her and tell her im sorry for being so evil and one night im over at her house and shes wasted, standing there in her underwaer and little girly shirt and she tell me this" if it wasn't for you Jackie" i would never be the person i am today, thank you" then i didn't understand how much that would effect me, but now i do, thats what set me off to be a better person, but thing was what changed her was just me being me and thats the greatest thing ever... all i wanted for them was, i wanted them to think for them selves thats all, and Ashley i am most proud of...
Time has made things different but the feelings that she brings up are happy ones, we had fun, had alot of laughs when we were on the phone and it was good very good....
Time has made things different but the feelings that she brings up are happy ones, we had fun, had alot of laughs when we were on the phone and it was good very good....