May 31, 2005 04:59
two years ago, i was a different person, i was lost and hopeless, Henry died two years ago today and it seem strange how much i have changed since then, i was dying from the lose of him, i tryed to kill myself and failed. it was a diferent time then. Me and Jenn were not friends, me and todd were together, i had just meet lauren, aaron, paul, and started hanging out with magen again. Life was hard and fun all at the same time, i dont know how to explain my mood today, i just kinda want to take a moment for Henry today, so ill write later, love you all, sorry if i dont want to talk.
J.
Convo::: with Jenn
wiccanDoo84: go to bed
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: lmao no way im kinda buzzin here dammit
wiccanDoo84: lmao
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: im drinkin wif my sis an her friend lol
wiccanDoo84: your so bad
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: i know lmao
wiccanDoo84: guess what?
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: wat?
wiccanDoo84: ashley wrote me back
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: who?
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: ashley?
wiccanDoo84: from howard, the girl i hung out with in 7th and 8th grade
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: ooooh yeah lmao
wiccanDoo84: lol
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: thats right duh
wiccanDoo84: your drunk shut up
wiccanDoo84: lmfao
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: lmao kinda
wiccanDoo84: lol
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: but not really my sis is thou lmao
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: she so ran into a none moving door lol
wiccanDoo84: lmao
wiccanDoo84: haha
wiccanDoo84: your sister drunk
wiccanDoo84: punch her
wiccanDoo84: lol
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: so wat she say?
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: lmao
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: im going to see chevelle AGAIN on the 8th of august lol
wiccanDoo84: just like wow, i was thinking about you and you wrote and she gave me her number
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: *burp*
wiccanDoo84: i know i can read haha
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: coool shit man
wiccanDoo84: lol
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: ever get ahold of Jason?
wiccanDoo84: i wrote just waiting for him to write back
wiccanDoo84: you know what happened to day?
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: wat?
wiccanDoo84: you made our friendship, complete
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: how did i do dat?
wiccanDoo84: 2 years ago, when henry died
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: yurp:-D
wiccanDoo84: so feel special
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: i do's your my bestest friend an i couldnt ask for anyone betta as one
wiccanDoo84: thanks:-[
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: awww ur welcomes
wiccanDoo84: 2 years almost since we meet Lauren and Aaron
wiccanDoo84: its been along time
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: yeah its been quit some time dude
wiccanDoo84: lol
wiccanDoo84: cause we meet them maybe a week after henry died
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: u see the new pix of shannon yet ( yeah thats right _
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: )*
wiccanDoo84: lol
wiccanDoo84: yes
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: i remember i was the only one there for you
wiccanDoo84: so true
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: todds dumbass wouldnt even fuckin do nuffin
wiccanDoo84: i know
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: i remember sittin on this comp freakin an shit cryin muh poor lil eyes out
wiccanDoo84: i rememeber your mom calling
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: yupperz i walked muh sad lil ass down there crying the whole way dude worried sick about you
wiccanDoo84: the only things i remeber about that is i tryed to do it on friday and you being at my house, and next thing after that i remember calling you on wednsday
wiccanDoo84: i was so fucked up, in a bad way
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: yup lol an u stood in the drive way an told me just to go home and i cried some more lol
wiccanDoo84: lol i know
wiccanDoo84: i was lost
wiccanDoo84: what can i say atleast you showed up
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: :-Dalways would!!!!
wiccanDoo84: also thats when you told v, that we were going to be friends and that was that lol
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: yupperz
wiccanDoo84: lol
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: that was my reality check dude that was the final straw!
wiccanDoo84: so true
wiccanDoo84: its was a werid time
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: :-D
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: i kno
wiccanDoo84: i think we both were lost and confused at that point
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: shit i was lol i was 18 just coming out into the real world lol
wiccanDoo84: so true
wiccanDoo84: but im off need to get some sleep before i have to get up lol
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: 'okie dokies i gotta clean up an then im off to bed too lol
wiccanDoo84: lol
wiccanDoo84: nights
wiccanDoo84: love you lots
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: nights loves yah too
wiccanDoo84: ((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))
wiccanDoo84: miss you
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: (hugs) miss u too
wiccanDoo84: byezzzzzzzzzzzzz
ThUmPeR kIDd 27: peace