Title: Like a Butterfly
Fandom: SS501
Pairings: KyuSaeng
Rating: G
Author's Notes: A fic wrote for both
renichifreak and
yeonah . Cuse these two slowly got me into the love of KyuSaeng but this...pairing. Don't you relize it destroys both my bias. How can the HyunKyu and MinSaeng exist if KyuSaeng is also there. it's like ah huge foursome of oddness and...your leaving baby out! You magane haters! Regardless, this is for you two...the short...odd fluff flail of sappy joy. >.< With a very corny title *rambles on*
It sounded cliche, way to damn cliche. He rolled it over his tongue time and time again. Wishing to speak it but fearing to let it escape the sanctity that was his desire. He opened his mouth to speak again but only let those perfect lips fall back into a content smile as he watched the one who wished to speak to walk away yet again. He had his chance, he was given a moment perhaps never to be given again and like a fool chasing a butterfly...he let him fly away without even picking up the net.
It would become just like all of the countless times he had wanted to say it....but thought better of it.
"....Kyu Jong wait."
The younger turned and looked at him tears staining his flawless features and before he could speak he was pulled into a hug his head resting on his hyung's chest.
"...It is only here where you belong Kyu Jong."
"I don't deserve it...SS501 deserves a member more fit for the stage..."
He had expected a word of comfort, as he had wanted orginally but Young Saeng only remained quite gaining more tears from the center. Before he could stop himself his fist had balled up the fabric of Saengie's shirt and bawled like a baby. He sobbed, sobbed for the heart break, sobbed for not understanding why he hurt sobbed because his older did nothing but hug him no words of comfort. Slowly as his sobs fell silent he heard it, the sweet, perfect lullaby like song that his elder sang as as he held him. Kyu Jong looked up at him and was met with a gentle smile before lips kissed a way a stray tear. "Your place is here Kyu Jong. On stage as member of SS501, in the dorm as family member to the others, and..." There it was again...that feeling of the butterfly flying away. The beauty of it's wings fading from sight. His eyes shifted to lock with Kyu Jong's before swallowing hard. "And here in my arms..where you'll never see a day worth crying over again."
Kyu Jong's eyes winded but slowly, ever so slowly a smile formed on his lips and a fresh set of tears had started falling.
"Say it...Young Saeng...."
Young Saeng smiled before wiping away his tears and leaning down his lips meeting the younger's. A soft, delicate kiss, locking the promise that he would never let go of him. He pulled him into a tighter hug his lips now resting by his ear.
"..I love you...Kim Kyu Jong."