God broke our hearts to prove to us He only takes the best

[jaimez]

I really cannot beleive this is happening.  This has to be a dream I will soon wake up from.  It is so unreal.  And at the same time....  it hurts, so bad.  I have never felt this pain before.  As most know I have lost those close to be before, but it was never at the age of 18.  And it was never my best friend.  This sucks so bad.  I wish I knew why.  Why now?  Why did it have to happen this way.  So many things left un done and un saide.  And now all I have is the memories.  My last time with her I was hugging her in the rain saying good bye.  If only I had known that would be the last time I saw her.  I would have told her I loved her and hugged a little tighter.  I miss her so much.  I miss her more and more with every passing moment.  I just can't beleive it....

RIP Vicki
I love you and miss you so much.
BFBDNST - I promise.
<3 04.22.88 - 11.27.06 <3

I hope its better up there then it is down here.  Save me a spot please.  I hope you can see all of the lives you have touch and just how loved you were.

I love you.